Honestly, i was never close to Shamz till this year when we started sitting together for english lessons. And true enough, we sooo enjoyed each others' company. Now, we've build trust. So since mariame hasn't been coming to school for the past few days (get well soon babe!), been talking to Shamz. And today, we seriously poured out everything in our heads. Today, this week, i found out that some of my friends have developed trust in me. An i'm happy ah. First, Chris. We FINALLY had a conversation on msn this week. He accidentally spilled a secret (seriously ah.. think i'm so.. nvm) and he said he'd put his trust on me. Haha, cute la. But he totally forgot about his gay cheerleaders with pom-poms. Haha. Secondly, Shamz of course. Thirdly, some of my juniors. Pretty cool actually =D

Anyways, you might not know, but i've been trying to change myself after i asked maira momma if i had changed this year. "Yea.. a bit ah to the bad side." was her reply. I felt upset of course. Remember one of my new year's resolutions? Hah. I told Shamz to pinch me whenever i "curse" or scold someone a bitch. Cos' i've been using that often (yea la... i get so angry these days). But yesterday, let's just say someone made me ubber mad ah. She asked a friend of hers to ASK ME to help her print something. So, fine. Like the person i've always been, i printed it in the morning before heading to school. Went to school, passed it, and there was no "thanks" at all. Hello ah... what kind of person does that? ONLY YOU I GUESS. I was so angry that i smsed my mum in the midst of my chinese lesson (ya.. i was very very angry to the extend that i had to sms my mum), telling her the whole story, then ended with a violent remark,"I feel like giving her one tight slap you know.." My mum replied asking me to calm down and all, then saying,"Who the hell does she think she is?" I think my mum was a bit angry with me also. This has happened to me a few times and it seems that i haven't changed. RAR! It's not that i don't want to help you, or that i'm asking for a favour. Would saying a simple "thank you" hurt? Woah... my blood was boiling the whole day ah.

Enough of her. No use dedicating this post to someone worthless anyway. (Yes, saying "worthless" might be too harsh, but you really did piss me off.) Today, could've gone home early, but decided to wait for maira's bio lesson to end so we could go back together (she always waits for me ah..). Then helped Viva out with doing Mdm K's project or something. After that, Mdm K brought us to the lounge behind the hall. And woah.. HAVOC AH. HAhaha, sunny, viva, maira started trying to turn on the tv, meddle with things in it while i continued doing the project. AND YOU KNOW WHAT?! THey turned off the lights and left the tv on, then proceeded to play hide-and-seek. HAHA, I KNOW WHAT YOU GOING TO SAY LAAA. "Aiyo! 16 year olds already!" Hey, always said us dimwits are still lke a bunch of kids ah. Hahaha. Crazy ah.. Then, my instinct is so accurate ah.. I decided somehow to turn on the lights... and Mdm K came soon after. Woaaah. Haha. She brought back KFC lunch for us, and by that time, it was already 1730hrs. So, 4 of us dug into our food, and i went,"We're like a family eh? Sitting around the dining table..." And we took a picture. Haha

PS: From the picture, i look as if i have a double chin yes? HOHO~!

After lunch, Akid (our IFC junior) caught us in act and joined us. HAHAHA. Still, i didn't play ah.. I'm.....afraid of the dark.... so i clung onto the light emitted from the laptop i was working on. Heheeeee. Maira and i left at 1810hrs, cos' we still had to catch the bus home.

OH YA. Garage sale next week! Mr Taufiq told us not to embarass him this year. HAHA, so we're trying our best to do what we can. Mr Low went around,"Siti, your hairband very nice, can sell. AH! You're earrings also can sell. $2 can sell. AH RENA! Your rubber band very nice. Can sell also." And SOME people.. suggested selling underclothes. Crazy laaaaa our class. Hahaha!

PS: Found out some truths today.. And i'm suprised. I don't know whether it's still true though. Cos' it's been 2 years and ... never said anything. So, aiya.. at least those monkeys aren't disturbing me anymore. I can lay my head at ease. LOVE YOU SHAMZ!

, osn.

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