I went to the clinic at around 1130am. It was packed, which was quite unexpected since it IS a Monday. But...When i arrived, my head suddenly felt like a rock. Felt terrible la.. I dragged myself home again after which. And i had a long long rest - 4 hours of sleep. In between, grandma called to ask if i've gotten my results. She thought today was the release cos' they announced the official date on the television. I was so blur(semi-conscious what!) and i had trouble thinking what Thursday was in malay. LOL. But after that she asked me the date so i guess she knew when already. She asked me a couple of questions on the phone then i went back to sleep. Then more messages on my phone which i didn't bother to reply then cos' my head was spinning! And i just wanted to get my sleep. SIGH.

I chatted with bro awhile before i slept and talked about options if this or that happens. Let's just hope i get what i want. If i don't, then i'll promise to work very hard to get into the Uni. That's one of the resolutions that i made for myself this year. There's no point brooding over the matter and all i can do is move forward. I smetimes hate myself for not thinking like that before the O's. I guess it really all comes down to what you really want and how you're going to deal with it. Right now, all i can say is,"I should have, i should have!" But there's really no point now.. (:

CNY's around the corner. Main topic would be my results for sure. OMGZ.

PS: If you really did lie about everything to him, it was really mean of you because he stayed up all night because of that. Why hurt him when he's ready to let go and forget? Sheesh..it was something really unexpected of you.