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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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04 December 2007, 9:26 pm
My heart can't rest... Apart from the sweet-cum-funny dream i had last night, i have reached situation critical now. I really don't know what else i can do because everytime i try, it backlashes and would only put a piercing effect on my heart. I'm not feeling good at all. And you think i want it to be this way? Yea, you all can scold and shout at me one-by-one, blame me for not taking care of the place or whatever, i'll let God decide. For i have done what i could and you don't see it. Since you don't, i shan't say anything else because like i said, i don't want any credit. I only need respect and appreciation. At least be grateful that i haven't caused any trouble around the place. Scream, shout, whatever. You say we don't talk, but whenever i strike up a conversation, you answer we with a tone that is sacarstic. How am i supposed to accept that? How am i supposed to continue the conversation when you're not even willing to put some effort with that things will work out? This way, i'd rather not talk or else things will become worse. I feeling like dying. I'd rather go to school. I feel like leaving. I feel like going to the beach tomorrow morning without informing anybody here and just getting my time alone. I'm sick of this. I really am and it's finally hitting on my health. My chest hurts every single time i shed a tear. This sucks. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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