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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
Exits
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26 February 2009, 8:12 pm
my hiatus was so not a hiatus at all! So it's all over, for a few months at least. All the studying has been so taxing and true enough, it has it effects. I didn't realise it was a series of heartburns all along - i thought i was just not exercising well and that's why my heart hurt so much. I was supposed to wake up at 4 this morning to memorise the notes for marketing but i didn't... I ended up being woken up by my mum at 6 and crying out,"NO!" I panicked, honestly.. Nothing was in my head. I did notes till late last night and went to bed :/ Anyway, i washed my face and started to read my notes again and trying to squeeze everything in. Afterwhich, bathed, prayed and got dressed up to leave for school. While walking to the bus stop with my mum, i had another encounter with the heartburn thing that has been going on without my realisation. My mum then told me what it meant... Stress. Argh, i don't think i would want to hear that word again... Because it made me tear ): Lucky mum was with me... she comforted me and gave me a warm hug before we separated ways. It was good knowing that she knows that i've tried my best. She has so much belief in me... If i failed, i would let her down. Not only her, i know i will let my dad and brother down. Not to mention God. Mum have always reminded me that seeking knowledge in this world is also a form of good deed. That's probably one of the motivational points that keeps me up on my feet. Anyway, alhamduliah (Praises to Him), i got past my paper. I wouldn't say i got past it smoothly, because i did have some trouble. But at least i knew 90% of the answers... And hopefully i get them right XD I was so glad... You know... A mother's prayer is always fulfilled and i believe mum has been praying for me all along. I think my mum's very visionary, by the way. She prays for the next generation too, heh.  After the exam, i received a message from Darren that Mr Taufiq was giving out tickets for Passion Arts for us, 4EA students. AAAAHHH! Totally changed my mind about not going ready. XD I called Mariame right away and was jumping around (almost literally, while on the phone) excitedly. I went to hand up the BSC subcomm camp form first then left school :DDDDD Met up with Mariame at NP for brunch... sort off. And i bought sushi again XD This time we finally tried the black roe. We were so afraid of what it might turn out to be la! Because of the experience with the green one (WASABE!!!). But i dared myself and zzz... Seaweed flavour only la. Hahaha! After that, we proceeded to the library to pay my library fines :X Finally got the time to pay them D: An impromtu decision to head down to NSS after that to meet Mr Taufiq for our tickets :D I entered the school with a sense of... I don't really know how to put it. But it made me feel like i miss the place. Haha, i didn't have a totally good time there but i didn't have such a rough time there either (: There, we met Ms Shaleni, Mrs Marliana (hehe, so happy to see you!), Khai (working as a relief teacher there) and finally, Mr Taufiq of course. Me,"So how are you?" HAHAHA. Sorry we didn't visit you at all last year ): Teacher's day present delayed until... maybe this year. HAHA (: It was a quick one, then we left. I boarded 811 back home.... Aahhh, reminisced about the bus rides with Maira after school <3 Overall, i'm really happy with how the day turned out. Meeting a few of my teachers again felt great. I just miss them so much (: And i can't wait for tomorrow, because i'm sure we'll see more. Attendees for tomorrow's Passion Arts: Not bad la, hope to see more there (: For now, i'm going to slack for a few days. Might bake tomorrow for the people i'm meeting. I LOVE YALL (: |
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