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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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06 September 2006, 2:32 pm
Miracles & Dreams I finally got the chinese languge thing installed onto my computer. You don't know how glad i am! Been wanting to type chinese characters properly but never got the chance too. =.=" My mum just smsed me to get my dad food. And i told ehr i was VERY VERY BORED AT HOME doing my stuff. And she replied,"Me too. Boss giving so much tests, what to do? Must do our best right?" Even work can get boring! I wonder though, will surgeons be busy 24/7, receiving night calls to return to the hospital to treat some patient in the intensive care or something? That's probably one reason why my parents are trying to take my dream away. I understand... But that has been my dream ever since i was...5? Maybe that's my nature, i love helping people, especially those who deserve them. Hopefully, i'll be able to set up a mosque or an orphanage in future as well. I have so many dreams that leave me grinning with one ear to another and i never thought of just leaving them the way they are. DREAMS. I want to make them come alive myself. Probably with the help of my family of course. :D It's alwas best to share your happiness right? Talking about sharing one's happiness... Some may interpret it wrongly and think that it's BOASTING. Yea, i admit, i've been there myself. Getting grades that were impressive was always around me. Yes, i have smart friends. And when they tell me their scores, i get pretty upset that i don't do as well as them. I get jealous and might come to a conclusion that maybe they're just making me feel bad or something. But sometimes.., it's always a good feeling to share the happiness that you have. That's one lesson out of many that i've learnt this year. There are so many things that happened this unfateful year.. And i'm actually pretty happy that it did. Cos' as i've always said, day by day, they make me an even stronger person on the inside. I probably cried less this year compared to last year. :D Well, that's an achievement. And i think i'm finally getting the message to start working hard for next year's O' levels. I bought a probable 500 page notebook just to fill my chemistry and physics notes in. And hey! I've started, already at the 2nd chapter. :D But well, still too slow. Next June, would be my Chinese O's and hell, i'm pretty worried. They're always falling in the 50s range. They scare me, *hides. I have to spend more time on it i guess. A LOT. If a miracle happens, i might get an A and will be able to NOT take it when i advance to JC (hopefully). HEY! It's good to dream sometimes right? But it's up to me if i want it to come true and i have to work for it. Example.. You dream that money falls from the sky and then the next thing you do is set up a camp outdoor, not work, rain or shine, you'll keep waiting for you "dream" to come true (which will NEVER happen in this case). I still remember the story Mr Yeo told the whole class when he relieved a teacher of ours the previous time. Maybe it's time to tell you guys... There's this villager who has no religion. But he believes in God and that God will protect him no matter what ever is going to happen to him. So one day, there was a flood in the village. Everyone fled except him. "Why aren't you running?! You're going to drown!" One of the villagers warned him. But he said,"No worries, God will save me." As such, he climbed up to the roof of his house while the water rose. Then, a helicopter flew overhead and dropped a ladder, in attempt to save this villager. However, he refused to grab onto the rope and eventually, he drowned and died. When he died, he asked God why He didn't save him. God said,"I did. I gave you the helicopter, but you refused." Somehow, this story taught me something. That miracles don't come directly. They come in many different ways that we don't realise until everything has ended. Mr Yeo continued by saying that, teachers are like miracles too. They provide you the knowledge such that you would be able to get a good life in future. But it's still up to you if you want to put your miracle to good use, that is, to study. It was a pretty meaningful story actually. Mr Yeo then ended by saying,"So, when your next teacher comes in, ask him for more worksheets! Do more work! Keep asking for more worksheets and keep practicing!" So, MY CLASS ACTUALLY DID THAT. I went,"Oh no, we're soooo dead la." Haha, not that i didn't want more worksheets, i'll be dead if MR LOW gives us a whole stack of work. Believe me, he'll do it if you really mean it. Well... even if you don't he will. :D Whatever it is, teachers still rock no matter how much misery they give you. They just want you to realise that the future is in your hands. Not theirs, they're just there to pass on the knowledge that they have. Last words? TEACHERS ROCK! *Damn, should have posted this entry on teachers' day. :D |
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