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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
Exits
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14 November 2007, 12.32 pm
Mixed.. think i sounded emo there. But i really am not excited for prom anymore =.=. Firstly, Eri has a bad gastric thing going on and might be afraid he can't make it(200 bucks on your outfit gone!), Maira wasn't feeling good today either(which was probably because of the tom yam soup), and i don't feel ready to part with my class yet. :( They're so precious. Most of whom i've spent my whole 4 years in the same class(Shawn, my soccer khaki), some 3 years(Eric, ChinYang, Danial, Darren, Edmund, Hafizah, Felicia, and so many more), some of whom our friendship has reached almost the peak and will always be there(Maira, Mariame, Shamz) and my long long old mate Chris.. Sigh.. it's so hard to let go. =/ Someone should smack me in the head right this instant and ask me to "MOVE ON!" :( Prom's actually a sad event la.. Haha.. I'm crossing my fingers to spend the last few days with my classmates for the chalet that we're holding next monday. I still remember vividly how i met most of my friends.... Maira(Hummaira): first day of secondary 2. had no friends of the same class.. and i only spoke to her briefly during our first year in the school. So i invited her to sit with me in class. She agreed, but someone else took her place. But we still came up as good friends throughout the year, stupid jokes spilled over our 4 desks. FUN! Different classes in sec 3 and 4, but we were so close, that we were almost mistaken as sisters/former primary school friends/childhood friends. But we created a "family" and now's she my momma. ;) Mariame(Mariam): Through viva! I met Viva when we were gathered for the annual Food Festival competition between houses. Viva was the chairman of our house(Jasper) and i was the vice-chairman. So from there, our friendship developed, and he invited me over to his circle of friends whom we eventually formed as Dimwits! XD Mariam... have to admit that i didn't like her at first(LOL! heeeyy, look where we're at now). But as time past, i've realised how much of her friend she is to me. Always there to pick me up whenever i fall, lending a listening ear, providing advice, like a sister too. I love ya babe! Shamz(Shamini): MY DARLING! Only got to know her in sec 3 when we ended up in the same classroom. Became closer only the beginning of this year. So awesome! She's always there for me like i am there for her through her tough times. The crazy and wacky one whom i love to chat with during english lessons when Mr Taufiq gets too boring(i'm outts school so he can't do anything to me... muahahaha. no, that's not the point tough XD). Yes, we've quarelled reaaaally bad quarrels, but always manage to clear the air asap. You rock darling! Jamie: I just can't forget how i met her la.. Jamie's an outstanding leader both to the school and the class. Met her in sec 2 during our trip to Kuantan. Sat beside me for trips in the bus and chatted. My history girl toooo! XD Always call each other up to ask how far we've gone in studying the books and notes that Mr Chye gave us. Always try to calm each other down like sudden heart attacks of being afraid that we won't be able to do the paper. XD Older than me, but kindda like a baby to me XDXD!! Cute la! I call her Mimi(jaMIE) and she calls me Nana(NAdiah or by my chinese name.. ›P‰ë) Awesome girl! Sunny(Shengyang): Also through Viva. The ah gong/KING of the dimwits. The nicest guy i've ever met in school at least. Always able to lend a helping hand and giving suggestions to improve things. The guy who loves salt =.= Always put salt in your food, thus your pimples!! A friend who never fails to be by your side too. Thanks! Viva: Of course, the first person i met from the dimwits. Food Festival! Nice teamwork! I still remember the whip cream we experimented. NYAHAHAHAHA! Aweeesoommee!! Scary though... he can bend his fingers like... backwards. ;) I had fun with ya! Hafizah: 3 years of friendship together! Ever growing! Always helps me clear my doubts on the spot in class(no matter how irritating i can get). OH, and the first person i ever heard saying that "a smart person wears a watch". < Eric Lam: 3 years of friendship! Spitting fountain all over. I STILL REMEMBER THE INCIDENT AFTER ENGLISH REMEDIAL! YUUUUCCK! Anyways! I think it was early in sec 2.. After school, some of us stayed back to play monopoly(=.=.=.=.=.=) so we wanted to smuggle lunch up to the classroom. I HAD TO DO IT =.= Eric started asking for orders that it was impossible for my to stuff like.. 7 burgers in my skirt pocket? I emptied my schoolbag and went down to the canteen, bought the burgers and put them in my bag, back up to class. PS: You still owe me that favour! LOL Don: Ahh my clown! Haha. The best joker in class. Never fail to cheer me up. Though we were in different classes in sec 2, we became friends overnight, chatting on msn about hilarious stuffs! Still haven't changed though! We still share the wackiest jokes on the net on msn, exchange youtube's awesome array of funny videos. XD Always there to motivate me as well. I'm lucky to have a friend like you ;) The best of the best, CHRISNAH: You're the awesomest guy best friend ever! I can talk to you almost about everything and anything, and you're always there to spill your doubts to me. I have to hear you talk about HER all the time but i don't mind, cos' i know everyone needs a listening ear. AND, thanks for everything! The past 2 years has been awesome and crazy with you. I still remember talking over the phone with you for like 2 hours? Over school, decision-making, how to convince my parents(LOL), games, other random stuff and singing on the phone =.= Who would have known we'd be best friends? No one! Cos' you used to tease me in primary school, being short and all. Yea, durian/mushroom head much! XD You're awesome okay! The last... mcdreamy: Gaaaahh, 2 years back, i remember how smitten i was to see you ^^ The first _________ guy i liked can? t came to me like a cat hit my rear mirror(i know it makes no bloddy sense but it's midnight! sleepy..) I was praying all the time for you to get into a good college. At least you got into one. Haha.. 2 years back... Then last year, those 2 incidents(food court, then the mosque) made me even more smitten than ever.. Always looking out for you ever since.. I've been counting.. 8 months since i last saw you, though i'm not sure if it was you i saw while walking home from the mosque on the night of Ramadhan. That day, your birthday, i promised myself to make a prayer for ya. A special one cos' it's on Ramadhan. I went for terawih prayers even when i was on the verge of fainting too. Haha.. To me, you're close to perfection for me.. And God knows when i'll see you again :) ; It's 12.30am now.. My bro's going,"Go sleep ah.. girls ah.. later pimples all come out ah.." So.. i'm going off now :P |
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