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Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen

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19 May 2007, 4:26 pm

Mitigating my Mind

Changed the layout. Pretty plain huh? Maybe a bit awful to you too. But at the moment, just like something like this. A lot has been on my mind lately. I'm so tired, too many defeats altogether, and i feel like giving up. Praying for God to take me back, doesn't seem right, i know. But the world has fallen hard this time around, i don't know if i would be able to pick myself up one more time. I should brace myself up for the upcoming months. When everything is over, i need a trip. Wherever, i couldn't care less. I just need a long long break. I'm keeping mum at the moment. Waiting till the moment's "right". I don't know what will happen, but i know i really tire myself this time. I may take back what i said, "stress is good.". Maybe too much affects me too.

I had dreams last night, i had dreams of 2 of my teachers telling me not to give up. Nothing to do with my studies, suprisingly, swimming. LOL. I don't know, probably thought of it too much. But still, makes sense that i shouldn't give up so easily. And joey, thanks so much for the cookies. JOEY: she's like my newfound friend la. Never been so close till thursday. Haha, thanks loove.

This morning, went down to run errands for mum since she wasn't feeling too good. Accompanied her cook, helped her here and there, then started reading a few books. And tadaaa, produced another layout when i saw one like this.

Gonna catch a short break then start on my chinese revision. 9 more days.

PS: i've learnt: trust yourself, trust your teacher, then trust that you can produce the result. Or something like that, that my chemistry teacher mentioned. Her "speech" made me tear, honestly. (:

, osn.

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