Daddy wanted to fix my television up on the wall but they found out that my ceiling was filled with so many iron bars that it actually spoilt my cousin’s drill. Haha, i was thinking… Would it be like in those horror movies where you would find a dead body or something up there? Brrrr.. i wouldn’t want to think about that! While he did that, i took a short nap. The weather is so humid now! Makes me feel like slacking! But no.. I want to be able to reach my goals. And my goals for mid-years? Can’t tell you, but i don’t want to attend the PTC this time around. Makes me cry, and i don’t know why..

I’m going to start off doing my math.. Huimin gave me tons of things to do. So, i think i would just get started off with it, then once i’m done, i’ll do my history revision. And then my chemistry tomorrow afternoon or something. I’m having high hopes for myself, but yet it seems that i’m pushing myself to the limits without even noticing how much pressure i’m putting on myself. I honestly think that the education system is very very stressful. After this run of stress, i finally understood why there were students who’d take their own lives. But don’t worry, under God’s guidance, i will not do the same. I’ll persevere. I want to, i must. However, i have the same feeling that i’m losing my friends.. The ones close to me. I’m not suppose to hate her because she did the same of that what “missy” did to me right? She has been my closest ever and now, i’m losing the 3 of my most bestest pals. Why do i feel this way? Is it the stress that’s affecting my friendship too?

, osn.

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