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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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23 September 2007, 3:42 pm
Nonchalance... I can't concentrate on my work. My mind is so preoccupied and last night doesn't seem to have helped. I did some a math, some chemistry, parts of physics and was about to start on my homework. But i didn't. I need some time off, but i always fear if i do take the time off to relax, i will be falling behind others. Then again, if i don't, it'll just make things worse and i don't absorb anything. Now i'm blaming myself for finishing the book so quickly. I'm very very hungry for the third book. Probably going to get it tomorrow i hope. Hehe. Piggy bank recovered. $22 refund cos' something i bought was out of stock, and dad gave me $20 yesterday for hmt(a just-in-case money). And my remainings were my savings that were drying up. He wanted to give me more for next week for my meals but i begged him not too. YA BEGGED. I kept saying,"NO NEED LA! We don't go for recess nowadays anyway.." He's always worried about me getting gastric. But sometimes i really don't feel like eating. Not self-conscious. But just.. no appetite. I weighed myself yesterday. 36kg. I screamed. WTH.. I was 39kg and was hoping to reach 40! =.= Mum went,"Fasting month, everyone slims down." The heat is killing me, the smell of the paint is doing the same too. And i fear the next few days.. I really do, and i never told anyone but here.. What if my effort doesn't pay off? |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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