The old days :D

The book i borrowed was for easy reading. Lately, i don't have the mood to read hardcore murder stories and things like non-fiction just because of the mood i've been in lately. This book's called Forget by Ruth Gilligan. I find it very interesting because i could relate well to the characters in the story; that's one of the reasons i kept on reading till the end. A lot of things came into my mind while reading each chapter and i thought i could stand up for myself the way the boy did but then, i think i still don't have the courage to do so. I don't want to find myself in a situation where i will hurt somebody just to fight for my own right. I don't think i'm that sort of person so i decided that i would stick through whatever i am in till whenever... The book was a good read though, a little romance here and there but mostly about friendship and the people you can trust and cannot live without (:

Right now, my attitude is pretty much like.. Cry, deal with it, and get over it quickly.

I wouldn't have read it if i knew i wouldn't enjoy it... Something prompted me to read it... Maybe because it's due tomorrow and i didn't want to pay anymore fines to renew the book. HAHAHA.

A lot of my friends are reading the Twilight saga too now that they've heard of the movie release in Singapore. VERY EXCITING TO BE TALKING WITH PEOPLE WHO SPEAK TWILIGHT. Haha! I made friends with Nicole's old school pal at the bus stop while waiting for the bus and suprisingly, she was a huge fan too D: But i made sure not to go too crazy because i only got to know her. HAHAHA. Right now, from what i see on my msn, Rena, Cheryle, Bikui, Mariame all read Twilight and i think Wenzhuang is reading it too. We might go and catch the movie together :D

And i kindda miss talking to Shawnie ): I miss the secondary school days a lot. Like... being weird with my sitting partner, talking to 4 awesome girls who keep me company, always turning around and asking Hafizah and Felicia for a math help whenever i'm in trouble (and saying sorry everytime i do... lol), running to the back of the class and chat with Shawn, Mariame, Joey, Huiwen, Eric, Don, Edmund and Darren, the class lifting up the sober spirits when our exams came close. As much as i know that i have to move on somehow, it makes me mad that i have to forget these good times. Because i'm certainly not having such people around me now. I'm more serious in school than before, my friends aren't that crazy (although sometimes i do go crazy with Nesty; it lasts for barely 10 mins though) and i miss having recess with the dimwits. We'd occupy the whole row and some people near us would say,"Woah, this group multi-racial seh.." That made me feel so proud k! It was never intended but suddenly, we had everyone as a group.

Viva asked to join the three(him, sunny and mariame) for the movie Coffin on Friday night. I end at 9 because of the make-up lecture and i don't think i can survive another horror movie. I really would love too but horror movies are a no no at the moment. I miss them all though. I wish we had the chance to meet up during the break :/ Everyone was busy instead. But nevermind. I think i might just want another day like 23rd of May (oh, it rhymes!) soon. It was seriously the best day of the year (: Dinner, Iron Man movie, camwhoring, mrt ride home together, walked maira home at Khatib, walked me back home (yes we walked from Khatib mrt to Yishun; not that far though) and doing crazy things that made us feel so dizzy. Best night ever (: That day, i didn't thought of anything else but to enjoy with the dimwits.

Eeeee, i'm emo-ing so much now. Someone should hit me hard in the head and tell me those are history (but trust me, they remain etched in my mind forever...) Last but not least, the dimwits changed me, taught me things though indirectly sometimes and stood by me when i needed them most.

That's all. More reminscing in each entry O: Are you getting bored already?

, osn.

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