But think i messed up biggg time and i think it doesn't look as nice as i had wanted it to be. Limited colours so.. You know i hate pink, but hey. No other colours.. If only there was greeeeeen. Oh yea, just before i left Orchard, Jickky messaged and told me he was at Taka. Too bad i was going back but such coincidence eh? I was planning to head to East Coast beach next week just to get a breather with my friends or something. I think my head really needs a break from everything. I keep thinking of things that i shouldn't really worry about. Friday bus rides are sooo hurtful in some way or another. I keep thinking of what i should pursue in future, but i can't. I keep thinking of what's going to happen to PTC and this just adds up to my list of worries. Also, i keep praying for the people i love and those who love me. Am i going to die soon or something? Oh yea, and i keep thinking that i would be dead by 25. HOW! I think it's a bit silly but a penny for a thought?
Recently, i learnt something. If you expect something, it will always turn out as the opposite. So, i keep thinking of having a family by 28 (HAHA, silly thoughts again) so could it be i'll be dead by then? OPPOSITE WHAT. Nevermind la.. Whatever it is, my fate has already been written and only God knows what will happen to me. It's raining so heavily but i'm not asleep, MIRACLE. But that's just cos' a moth died on my bed and i'm too disgusted to clean it up so.. =D Yea la, i'm a dirty girl.. Gonna ask dad to help me do something with it. Then again, could this be a sign of something? I'm being so superstitious now. Maybe i'll die on bed soon.I don't know. Please forgive me Allah Almighty, for i don't know what's going to happen. I shouldn't be making such remarks.