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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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11 December 2008, 1:47 pm
ONE MORE WEEK TO TWILIGHT OPENING! Stats test today. Was alright; managed to check for my mistakes and stupidly made a hugeeee mistake. Lucky i still had time to correct it. It's times like these when i get so angry with myself. But i did try my best and i think mum realises how much i've strained myself. I feel extremely apologetic for blowing up on her last night. I felt so horrible.. I just snapped at around 8 last night and started crying and sorts. I fell apart from all the studying and feel sorry for whatever that i caused. I'm fortunate my mum understands me; which feels very good because at least i know she's there for me. I chatted with dad and my brother before i went to sleep - calmed me down slightly (: After the test today, went for brunch with Ika, Kenneth and Siti (i met her during FOC). Hilarious bunch, first time in a long time i had so much fun over break. I wasn't that close to Siti because i only knew her briefly during FOC but today definitely spells a new start of our friendship. For all i know, she's someone who's closest to my frequency of humour and friendship. I may not know her that well yet and probably assuming too early. Still, i had so much fun and laughter hanging out with her. Not to forget talking about more personal things though we just met. It was very funny though at one point in time. I just shouted,"SPEAK OF THE DEVIL, OMG." Something happened and it was so ... coincidental. Like... One would never expect something you just talked minutes ago to happen right? And something we were talking about DID happen and i was crazy just smiling and laughing along with Siti. It was crazy >< We had to try so hard to contain our laughter in the library. Oh yes.. Ika, Siti and me went to the library to study (while waiting for Joey loooveee). Found the marketing textbook, loaned it and went up to the 5th level to study. AWESOME. Now i know that level 5 is a good place for self study. It took me a year to find a good spot O: Studied for like... half an hour before Joey called to say she was done with her project. Left and accompanied her for lunch at her school. Updated each other and i realise how much i miss her when we started counting back the days we haven't been out together -___- Like... 2 months back. More personal things came up and it felt so good talking to her again. Even better, we had the same opinions most of the time. It surely proved how well we knew each other XD Travelled back home afterwhich. Extremely warm day ): I'm going to take a short nap and start studying for tomorrow's test. Just hope i won't snap again because it'd be so bad... I don't like the feeling of being in a mad rush and just worrying too much. That's something i definitely have to change about myself. Anyway, i thought CNN's coverage of the Hajj is very cool because they have videos to show the whole process of performing the Hajj. Makes me think when we can all go back there again... PS: Holidays are almost here! Time to meet up with the people i miss :D 1) 4EA PPS: Stop making empty promises and breaking my heart like you always do time after time again. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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