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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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04 September 2008, 5:18 pm
overshadowed As usual, today is one of the days where my mind's occupied with all the tiny details. Suddenly, i have so many things to think about, so many decisions to make, too many people to think of. It's not anything too hard but one of the decisions i have to make, i feel like the middleman. It's not in my place to interfere with what has happened and neither do i want to try to make people see the positive light of the event. I only wish... they would listen to my plea for once. I honestly wish we could all be together like we used to. I don't know but i actually put the blame on the event that was introduced to the family. Because everything else went downhill because of it. I'm keen on going on with the plan but i have to discuss with my sayangs because i can't go alone. And before i make my decision, i have to have both the important people in my life to agree sincerely. If you know me really well, i don't like if you're not sincere with your answers. Like how you ask me to go ahead and enjoy when you think it's not a good idea. But i'm quite sure i will go ahead anyway because i don't think the same as them.. So much for what's on my mind... At least there's something happier right now. A date with Joey love tomorrow, hopefully. Going out after afternoon prayers and hopefully hang out till 5 before heading home. I miss you lady. Even though i still see you in school sometimes. I miss everything that happened at the back of the class alright! Okay, now i need to go out in the rain and buy back dinner (: PS: I hope my brother will be fine. I feel sorry for him but i believe he can pull anything off. HWAITING! <3 |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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