All that's pink.

The cycle's back and i am trying to avoid any trouble that it can get me in. Today's the start and i already caught myself in a mess about instantly. And because of that, i didn't go for the VC Appreciation Dinner tonight. Upset over it because i was looking forward to this.

Everything's better though, i turned things around by staying mum. And eventually, things will be okay. I just don't get why these things will happen over and over. Like, haven't we been through this so many times? Why do we all repeat the same mistakes over and over again?

Anyway, let's backtrack for a bit.

After my consumer banking test on Friday afternoon, i rushed down to Northpoint to meet my girlfriends to have dessert at Breeks. We planned a couple of days before to wear dresses (aka be girly) when we meet so i wore our my long dress (happy happy) which was quite a trouble because it's too long for me.. But it didn't matter! :P Met up with Mariame and Maira at the old, buried OCBC bank and headed to Breeks. I had pasta because i haven't eaten all day. I went for spicy and skipped meat because i just can't do without anything spicy for a day! The girls ordered some ginger mash potatoes? Not bad, the prices at Breeks were value-for-money i must say. Also, we shared this dessert called Massive Attack and it was FISHBOWL SIZED. Chocolate ice cream scoops for each of us, coca powder (i'd assume) and oreo bits and umm.. water? HAHAHA. I don't know but we could drink out of that bowl. We caught up a lot. Not to mention the endless teasing about Maira and her boyfriend. And no Maira! We're not gonna stop till THE NEXT person who gets attached! ;P We stayed there for 2 hours, eating and sharing our secrets. Fun fun! Just us girls. We don't tell too much secrets when the guys are around :P But yeah, it felt awesome.

Mariame and her hyperness from that day (hehehehe!), Maira and her non-stop "Jangan laaaa!" because we kept teasing her XD And my.. uh. Nothing much to update because everything's almost STILL the same since 4 years ago :P Ugh. Since we're broaching on that topic, Maira kindda asked what i would do IF. And IF i would come out eventually. No darling, never. Then again, like my mum said,"Don't expect anything." Because then i might hit the ground hard. So yeah, just trying to let the days pass and see how things work. I'll let God decide and plan things out for me :P

The waiters had to keep refilling our cups of ice water because we stayed for 2 hours and talked so much XD But it was an ubber awesome day. What a way to start the 'holidays'.

Well, so much for the past week. Early day tomorrow, B.I.G meeting. Then if no one wants to accompany me for Ramen, i'll head there myself too. Craving for almost 3 months now.

, osn.

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