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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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07 February 2006, 9:54 pm
Pissed Am i wrong to have mixed feelings about my close friend? Am i evil/cruel to say that i hate my friend when he/she does certain things that i cannot accept? Am i being too sensitive and being too selfless? Things have fallen apart just 10 minutes before. I feel so pissed by what a close friend of mine had did. Firstly, do you need to submit a 1.5GB big video of good quality which might not even be able to fit into a teacher's laptop? If you're talking about a competition, i might understand. But we're like what? Going to present only for 6 minutes? He does whatever he wants. His demands are difficult for us to meet, and what do we get in the end? NOTHING. Credits all for him. The credits roll are all HIS NAME, HIS NAME and HIS NAME. Like WTF? I know, i'm very pissed off at the moment. But she has changed for better and now, i'm a better friend with her. But he has changed. EVERY thing i took for of him, his image, made my mind flip backwards. I thought he was this sweet innocent boy whom gets along with me very well. But NO. He's now the annoying, childish, leader-sort-of-person guy. I sure do understand the purpose of a leader, and what he/she is supposed to do. DIRECT his team. DIRECT and applaud credits for both parties. Is this any different? I just asked some help from him, and all he said to teacher was that HE DID the job. I went WTF? Yet again, i held on to my temper and sorted things out in my brain. I controlled my temper, but he tested my patience, and i could take no farther. Am i evil? Am i a stupid friend who doesn't like friends like that?WHY? Is this part of growing up too?
whatever. I'm not letting anyone step over my head again i tell you. mark my words! |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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