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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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11 February 2007, 11:12 am
Prayer You compare me with him as if i'm a pure mediocre and i think i've had enough. You don't care about me, you hate me. You make me feel like a piece of dirt living in this house and only God and these four walls know that i've been crying for my whole teenagehood. You make me feel so terrible. You really make me feel like a piece of shit. God please help me through this storm. Please let me get through this in a proper manner. Please make me a stronger person inside. Please stop me from crying, please make me proud of only myself. Please soften my heart and make me feel like i belong to someone who really loves me. Please help me realise my mistakes and put the world in my hands and not in my heart. Ya Allah, please forgive me for all my sins and please guide me through this horrendous moments. Ya Allah please bless me with Your priceless blessings and shower upon me Your love. Ya Allah please stay by my side when i'm in such positions where i am in no place to make the correct decisions. I only have You Allah Almighty to share my moments with. Ya Allah, thank You for lending a listening ear. Please make me a better and understanding person so i can lead this life in a better perspective. Teach me how to get through these problems. Ya Allah, the Most Forgiving, the Most Merciful, thank you for bringing me the most precious moments in life and also the experiences that have made me stronger. Here i am facing the worst of the worst, please help me. Help me see the way out to this problems. Amin Ya Allah Amin.. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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