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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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16 April 2007, 9:14 pm
Pressure much? Yesterday in the train on the way to hmt, there were a whole pack of Thais who squeezed onboard the train. And i was practically squashed at the side. I suddenly felt so insecure with so many of them in the train, especially when the whole bunk was jam-packed with like 40 or more Thai men. I don't disapprove of foreigners coming into our country, but it makes me feel extremely uneasy. It's not that they're bad or anything like that, it's just that i felt so insecure being alone (without anyone clsoe to me) in a train with so many people i don't know. I don't mind Singaporeans cos' in someway we're family. But hordes of foreigners at once? Quite crazy. Could see some Singaporeans getting pissed and all actually. I was playing sudoku on my phone.. then this guy suddenly put his arm over my head (i know i'm short la) and dammit.. BO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! __________________ Today was fun, but i felt so lethargic during lessons. Maybe cos i had a I didn't eat well again. My mee siam for recess...and i skipped my dinner. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel so down. I started to tear again. Then i took my tazbir(praying beads) and started to pray. I stpped crying for a while.. then my brother called to ask for a favour. That calmed me down a bit. I got 9/12 for my history this time.. Quite unsatisfying. Jamie & Shawn beat me to 10/12 this time. Grats ya'll.. Said this a gazillion times, but i still want to repeat again. |
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