This post is kindda random cos' i'm really bored and not in the right mood to continue my chem notes. I don't know la, i'm just staring into space when i have nothing to do. I just seem to wander off in my own fantasy. I really miss someone right now. It's hard thinking about the future, cos' we are 2 different people living in 2 different worlds. Sort of. We're just very different and funny, i don't even know him well. Kills me thinking about it. Sigh, ever since Matin started seating with me, been even more distracted. Talkative la he, but he's one funny chap i can rely on la. He's very open with things and changing seats didn't make any difference actually, cos' Matin seats in front of me during english lessons. So, no problemo. Somehow or rather, i wished that everyday would be like our sec 3 camp. The memories keep coming back and i reaallly miss the wind there. IT'S SUPERB LA. Even though we couldn't have our lunch properly, or with teh sardine gravy spilt all over me, i miss the fun and laughter we had then. With all the leaders like Shalen my godsister of whom i am really proud of enjoying together with the rest. I've got to admit though, canoeing was the best part, but i hate time. It went too fast and we didn't really have much fun la. But hey, it was my first and it was awesome la.

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OK. ASSHOLE. Let's see, i just received an sms from that ass(yes that ass i mentioned quite sometime ago). Seriously, ".... or i'll spread who you like." WTF la, i haven't spoken a WORD to anyone regarding my admiration for someone, and furthermore, what did i broke? Your family's seal? I don't wanna embarass you, but what the heck did i do, make you LIKE ME? WTF RIGHT? You told me and now you're blaming me for what is happening. My reply was? "Spread then. We'll see who goes to heaven and who goes to hell." I'm not saying i have a place in heaven. But say, you told me you're pious and shit. PIOUS?! Hello, if you're pious, you wouldn't be creating sinful LIES(fitnah or however you spell it) and telling me that you can see GHOSTS and shhiiiiit la. GHOSTS? They are JINNS or satan that just wanna disturb you la. Come on' la, please GROW UP AND GET A LIFE. I know everyone has a hidden talent and i probably haven't found mine. So why do you have to tell me these shit that i have a sense yadaa yadaa, when you don't even know me. You shouldn't have been here and you should have never told me your secret. You should have never done that. I hope if you're reading this, realise how much i hate you for cheating my emotions. FYI, my mum and dad knows about the shit you're sending me, and don't worry, they'll get you if you cross the line. GOOD LUCK KIDDO.

, osn.

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