1) Livejournal
2) Flawless Forum (GRATS WZ ON GETTING MOD STATUS! XD) Seriously too happy for you already.
3) All the SJ-M vids and updates for the 3 days i was away
4) Get more rest.

I feel a sense of loss just a for moment a while ago. I don't know why though. =/ Mum let me skip religious class this morning for the first time. I was obviously very tired and i was limping around the house last night because of the blister at the back of my foot. Thanks to the shoes my brother bought for me in Taiwan. It always gives me problems but...Don't worry! I STILL LOVE YOU AND THE SHOES! /hug. Speaking of my brother, i have so much things i want to thank him for, especially on advising me when i was upset during FOC. But i always find it difficult to thank him personally or rather, directly. I can't believe i'm shy towards my brother =.= I think it's because he's all grown up and i still feel like a ... 10 year old kid. I really don't want to turn 17, let alone grow up. There's just too many things to be mindful of XD

Oh, and when i came home last night, my mum changed all the curtains, table cloths, and my room looks bigger now that my brother cleared up his stuff. HAPPY HAPPY. Now i just need to find a way to get rid of my O level books. I really don't know what to do with them. I really want to rid them off, but whenever i get started, i will put them back on my shelves. I feel so... sad letting my effort go. HAHAHA. I'm serious. *stares. I have 1-2 weeks left to go before i start school. I'm excited! Excited for lessons, really. But as always, excited like hell, but when it really happens, i wished it never came.

AAAHHH, i'm coming up with random stuffs in this blogpost!

Okay, here's another random thing.

All my life, i've asked my friends to call me Siti. But when camp began, i decided to let them call me Nadiah. I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHY. But once i get to know people better, i'll ask them to call me OSN since i can't make up my mind. My name was supposed to be Nadiah Ong only, and my brother, Faris Ong. But during my brother's time, they said putting the surname in front is compulsory hence our names. Bothersome isn't it? LOL. Throughout my 17 years, my family calls me Nadiah or for my one of my cousin, NADZ (my NZ friend told me nadz in their language means nothing, wth) and friends call me Siti/OSN. It's time for a change. HAHAHA. See, so random. Something's wrong with me today.

Random x3:
I need pepsi/coke (not the drug, you goon) and chocolates. :D And nooooo, my dad finished my twiggies when i was in camp :( -is super sad- I only ate 2 out of 4.... NOT ENOUGH. :P *Sigh, i'm gonna go off, have my lunch, then check out the updates and all. I still have to relate my camp story (which i think i totally forgot because the whole crying thing just overshadowed the happiness throughout the 3 days) Nonetheless, Komez still rocked my FOC. Honestly, i thought the MI orientation was the best (BARNEYS!) but TP's was slightly better. I enjoyed both thoroughly. <3

PS: Dimwits outing please! We've been planning it for a month yet we haven't come to a decision. AH GONG (Sunny), what have you been doing? HAHAHA, joking.

PPS: I miss my girlfriends. We need another outing :( AND i so do miss 4EA and our teachers. WE NEED AN OUTING TOO.

PPPS: There's nothing that i can do but sit and wait. Wait for it to happen again.. But as time passes, i find myself thinking less about you. I seem to drift away from what i've held onto for 3 years because i feel that, if i don't let go, i won't be able to move on. How? I'm such a weak person =/

, osn.

previous   next