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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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12 December 2006, 1:46 pm
Rheumatism Happy Feet's a great movie. To me, it shows you how to be unique in your own way. You may be different, but different is good if you believe in yourself and stand by your own difference. And in the end, you get to prove to people who you really are, then sooner or later, they will really know who you are. I guess life's like that anyway. Most people have to face the other time of people who just seem to have a perfect life. They try to pull you down. ALWAYS. I guess facing such challenges at this age is pretty good anyways. I'd rather suffer now than when i start working. My parents come home everyday with so much troubles in their head. They keep telling my brother and i to study hard now and get a good job in the future. I think it's just me now. My brother's future might be already set. I still haven't sat for my O's. Tough job. I hope i can buck up next year. Oh yea.. My tuition starts tomorrow afternoon. So sad that Shawny(HAHA) dropped out. Now i'll probably go alone if the lesson is after school. Trying to pull momma(maira) too. She's going to ask her parents bout' it. I'm pretty nervous cos' i'm no good with tutors. I'm a shy person all in all you know. BUT I DO SOCIALISE. I couldn't sleep the whole night last night. I had to battle rheumatism on my left leg. And this morning, it came back, and now i'm starving cos' i can't really walk. It hurts ya know. Maybe it's all in the genes. Daddy has rheumatism too, and he can't with the fan on. Sigh, i hate this. I don't mummy to make me wear socks in the house again. Haha, yes she did. I had to wear socks around the house and when i sleep. Anyways, won't be changing anything much next year. Same school bag (i kindda promised my mum that i will use it till my O's), same pencil case, same books, same pair of shoes(i think), same watch, same orange ring file. Things that are changed: phone, organiser, contact lenses. HAVE I TOLD YOU? MY VISION HAS WORSEN. Almost cried on the spot ya, i'm a crybaby can). Now my degrees are almost the same as my brother's 475 left, 600 right. Daddy got me a new set of contact lenses. Probably get a new pair of spectacles next year, been using the current one for 2 year plus plus. I'm off to get lunch before rheumatism comes up again. Probably visit the doctor about it or something. Starting to worry cos' i doubt rheumatism hits people at 15 >< |
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