Yesterday's Passion Arts was awesome i've got to admit. One of the best i've been to. Very tiring, very pissy at some times, but we did well i hope. Was pretty nerve-wrecking that Gorilla wanted us to film the face of Mr Sim while he was conducting the choir. HOW LA =.= Stood right in front of the stage somemore.. And also, we were worried that we would obstruct the view of the audience. But hey! The concert was great. C.O was great! I miss being there, really. Jiayou C.O for this year's SYF.

Before the concert, i almost cried ah when i see tons of people but not mcdreamy. I know, maybe it's lame but i told Viva bout it, even though he doesn't who it was. Haha. And walkie-talkies are horrible. I never want to use them again.

Oh, and this morning, didn't go for religious class. So tired ah.. Dad brought back Big Breakfast for me and i went for hmt at 1145 hrs. Wanted to sleep in the train, but you know.. It's not comfortable when you don't have a shoulder to lay your head on. Haha.. For hmt today, quite okay. Only, the weather almost killed me. And there was this kid sitting in front of me.. Primary school kid. When she marked his paper, she was like,"Did you roll your dice for these answers? I got this Jiejie as witness you know." HAHA, cute laaaaaaaa! I want a younger didi/sister! RARRRRR. K la, impossible.

Time flies.. Still remembered how happy i was to hear when my mum was ______ 2 years back. But something happened and i cried my heart out ah. But it was the most miraculous thing that ever happened. To think 2 years back again, so many things happened right?

1) Rabbit's death
2) Mum's miracle
3) Most wonderful and glorious trip to the holiest land on Earth.

Makes me want to go back there again, looking at the pictures. The memories of climbing Jabal Nur, MashaAllah.. In the middle of the night somemore, with my mum and our fellow friends. One thing i never mentioned, when we arrived at the top, a strong wind blew into our faces and hijabs. When we prayed at the place where our beloved Prophet (pbuh), the feeling was extraordinary. Mum even noticed that there was a small gap in between the rocks. From this gap, you can directly see the Ka'bah. MashaAllah, the most glorious night anyone could have. Reminiscing this event.. makes me want to go back even more, and now it's making me tear.

Ahhh, so nice to go back to the past sometimes. Mum and Dad are saving for Haji. Bro and me are saving for your next Hari Raya Haji. Like this year, the sacrificial of our sheep. InsyaAllah. Whatever it is, good or bad, Praises to Allah Almighty. YOU are the true love of my life.

PS: I don't know if i should be mad at you, because you blame her for what she does.. and you are like her too. So.. pot calling the kettle black? Speak for yourself. Because right now, i hardly want to call you my friend anymore. I know i believe in "forgive and forget". But like i said, somethings just cannot be forgiven no matter how much you apologise. And what was all the,"I learnt a lot from you and i'm sorry for what i've done. I will try to change myself." Bullshit.... sorry but... you make me puke.