Taken by ZhiXin using my dad's old Nikon SLR; CCN day with B.I.G and VC towards the very end (:

I always have funny and random talks with my mum. This morning, she told me about her work experience and you know what? Sometimes i feel bad. My mum has had so many career advancement opportunities last time and she sacrificed all of those golden opportunities just for me and brother. My mum is a truly passionate mother. She said,"I wanted to balance my work and my family. But if i had taken up the offer, i wouldn't be able to raise you all." My dad also gave up his photography passion for us too. To save money for our future, he stopped taking pictures, stopped investing in his hobby. I have truly amazing parents who i take for granted sometimes :/

Study has been alright. I'm not piling too much pressure on myself though i really want to do well. Oh God, only He really knows how much i want to do well :/ I just don't think putting pressure on myself will help. Stress can work both positively and negatively. I don't want to look at it negatively. Then again, i don't really see myself as stressed even though my friends or family tells me that. Maybe it's self-denial, but i don't feel stressed. Although i really want to do well DDDD: Okay what's all this?! But on a slightly positive note, my dad's stopped nagging, hehehe. ^^V He leaves me alone to my table to study. I feel much better like that (: Reduces the pressure also.

HOWEVER, my brother borrowed the xbox from my cousin yesterday and he's going to play in the living room... ... BIG DISTRACTION. I heard that my neighbour will come over after his exams to play also. Hopefully that will be when MY exams are over :D I remember our younger days where we'd play Marvel versus Capcom on our playstation. XD! I beat both my brother and my neighbour, heh! :DDDD

Okay, shall stop rambling and reminiscing. Got to continue studying! Still trying to kick the habit of using the computer while i study. Not bad since i started a few days ago (HAHAHAHA) :P I can't really help it when it's right in front of me! D:

, osn.

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