I've monitored my health over the past few days myself and today, i realise that i may be stressed over the issues that i decided to take a hiatus from the blogging to 'solve'. It's become so hard for me that it's causing me to eat lesser and leser everyday. Not to mention how easy i get tired, my muscle aches and my difficulty to sleep. I haven't been well; frequent headaches and stomach pains.

I wish he'd make life easier for me already. Not only mine but everyone's. What's the point of being so vexed all the time? Thinking that the world owes you a living, that everyone is against you and your wills (hey, we all have our rights and mind to have our own opinions)... can't you just let it go? You're making it so difficult for me because it seems that the word forgiveness doesn't exist in your vocabulary.

Today's the day that we all ask for forgiveness. As always, i don't expect it to be sincere. And to think of it, if it's not sincere, i'd rather not seek for it. But that's going to be rude of me. So i'm going to think positively today and look ahead.

And like what she said the other day, i couldn't agree less.

You will never change.

PS: My Raya's totally ruined because of my body. I don't feel good at all.

, osn.

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