I had a surprise conference call tonight with my darlings, Maira and Mariame. It cheered me up quite a bit from whatever i was/am feeling. I love youuuuuu (: I hope and pray we can have dinner this Sunday.

Me being random... hello? On the phone with girlfriends, of course i'd go random and crazy... sort of...

(me) "Wait.. my skin's green in colour.."
(gfs) "WHAT?"
(me) *goes to face the mirror* "YA, I'm turning green leh! WHY!?"
(gfs) "Is everything ok with you? Did you eat something just now?"
(me) "Mmm yea... after i drank the water... I turned green!"
(gfs) "Are you turning into something else?! A monster?"
(me) "OMG I'm turning into The Hulk!!"

CHOTTO! I'm not turning into a Hulk k. HAHAHA. I think it's the ceiling light my dad changed for me. Something's... weird with it O:

Just wanted to type this bit of happiness in case i ever feel down again, i can backtrack and read all these (: There are things i still have to take in and reflect on; things that are too private to type it out here or talk to someone because it's too complicated a matter. So much so that i find myself hard to reason this out - how i feel - and accept reality. I know i may never be the favourite again so i'd rather not waste my time trying. I'm going to put it down in my journal instead... (:

I went to buy dinner at Causeway Point in the afternoon with Mariame. TIRED. The weather (zoommggggg)! Plus, my hands were full. Thank goodness Mariame's mum came to fetch us ^^ God's so nice.

My aunt to do her prayers here because she forgot her keys. Talked a bit and about the issue i almost forgotten about. I do understand that, but maybe you all should be the one to encourage her to come back since you're all siblings... Anyhow, i'm no heroine. But i'm going to try my best, crack my head and figure something out to make our Hari Raya this year special. Grandpa did worry about it and never told us. I think he was still waiting for us to make things right. I hope i will do it right this time with the help of my cousins this Saturday at dinner at her place. InsyaAllah.. May God guide us all (:

Code Blue. Yamapi's acting in it. Got to admit i was slightly mad when i saw that Jin Akanishi's his bestie instead of Toma. I felt.. cheated. Hahaha. Well, because Toma treats Yamapi as a best pal ): Anyhow.. The show's about the Japanese proposal on rescue operations using the helicopter. Quite cool i think. Only... probably not as good as ER (my favourite childhood show, believe it or not. I was a geeeeek)

PS: I want nobody nobody but you. I want nobody nobody but you! - WG

, osn.

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