Me & my primary 2 bestie, Pei Qi! With her saxophone. We were telling each other how different we look now XD And her mum was saying how i never grew fatter XD!

I haven't been in the mood. Especially with the rain and cold weather. Don't get me wrong. I love the rain but sometimes it makes me feel very empty and sad.

I was just sitting on my bed last night, listening to SJ's new album on my iPod and started thinking of the things that i've told myself over and over for the past few days. Very like me to reflect, actually. And i have to admit, i contradict myself sometimes. I do realise that. But i think i contradict myself so that i will not be distracted by thinking of the same old problems. Like grandma's dream, about being alone and some other things. It's nice to have someone listen to you but i guess i really don't need a distraction now? I have my mind set on something that i want so badly, i can't have anything else to think about now. But sometimes... you know FRIENDS. They tell you the happy times they share with their other half and it makes me wonder >< Jealous? Maybe slightly - i'm honest about this. But other than being jealous, i still think i'm fortunate enough to have my family and dimwits. No doubt, one-by-one the dimwits will eventually find their other halves and i will end up alone (LOL) but still! Since we're all lone people, it's nice to be that way. I'm not saying that they shouldn't pursue their other halves because that would be so so selfish. I'll let time and God handle this (: But of course, we all know we'll end up somewhere at least.

SO, i shall stop here and maybe let this fade away slowly in my head.

Barely 4 more days to the slumber party (hahahaha, birthday chalet become slumber party already!)! I can't wait! One, because Wak Yati (my aunt) said there will be games for us! Two, because i will meet my sayangs (cousins) and i'm sure we'll have a blast! Three, time to reminisce about our younger years~! Four, it's IQAH'S 21st BIRTHDAY! Old ready, muahahaha. PS: I'll only be 18 this year! >DDDDD Five, 3 days 2 nights worth of fun! I'll be back on Sunday night i think. Then on the next day, i'll be leaving for SL camp already~ More fun to come!

Here's Super Junior's Why I Like You performance <33333 I LOVE the song.

PS: Kyu's getting to me now~ <333 Love his voice in the album. I wish each one could have their individual parts though ):
PPS: HANCHUL OTP! TORRES/GERRARD OTP! HAVE YOU GUYS READ TODAY'S SPORTS REPORT?! SO MUCH ON THE TWO GUYS' 'ROMANCE'. HAHAHAHA

, osn.

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