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Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen

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01 March 2009, 10:05 pm

so much talk.

The weekend hasn't been nice. I got upset over things like,"You taught me to do this but you don't do it yourself." Another thing was... sometimes i feel like people don't realise the things i do for them. I think i'm mad about that. My brother... because he said things that hurt me... even if it was unintentional. And everytime i defend myself but saying that it is untrue, they'll deviate away from the truth and say that i'm being oversensitive. Yes, i am sensitive but there are times where you can really hurt people with what you say. I mentioned yesterday's incident to defend myself and correct your thinking. I wasn't trying to be calculative. I just wish people would see what i do for them instead of my flaws (like my sensitivity).. I try my best to do that everyday. Why can't people do the same too? I try my best to understand people's tantrums and mood swings. So why can't they understand me the same way? I know it's good to give. But it's also nice to receive - without having to remind. I never asked for a thank you or to say good night back to me. I just want you to acknowledge what i say and do for you. Nothing more, nothing less. I'm not invisible, you know.

This is one of the reasons why i dislike being stuck at home, because i hear things that i don't want to... And because too much time is spent on doing nothing and then my mind goes haywire thinking about all these. But for a fact, i'm not looking for a job because i've volunteered to do household chores. Besides, doesn't make sense because if i do work, i'll only be available for less than a month O: I've signed up for a lot of school activities so there's not much left.

Viva's planning on a dimwit movie date this coming Thursday and i hope it works out (: I miss the dimwits as usual. And since i'm craving for sushi badly, might drag them to IMM then... HEHEHEHE.

Anyway, cleared my E drive this afternoon. Gained like 30GB back o.0 And i need to write a reply letter back soon. Updating the 10 years that we lost contact with each other... Doesn't sound easy. But it's exciting and nice to look back, and share those memories with someone who has made you feel like you're part of their lives. My childhood best friend (: Promise to meet up with her, Maira and Shawnie on 14th March 2009. BUT MUST PAY $10 AH! LOL. I'll come, i'll come. For my childhood bestie, my momma/sister/girlfriend and for my daddee/soccer khaki (: Can't wait! (;

PS: "Maybe God really is guiding us all. Look at your brother and yourself. If you were in that situation, you will sin and won't be able to concentrate on your studies." My parents are really deeeeep XD I don't know about my brother. But i'm happy the way i am now, although sometimes i wish someone was by side to listen to me.. Then again, i have my mum and friends that i find comfort in. So.. all's good (:

, osn.

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