My heart wasn't in high spirits. Whenever i see him, i say ass. I guess what he did to me, was really extreme, and definitely hurt my heart. Yea, you might say i sort of "like" him. But no. Really, no. I never had any feelings for him. I always treated him like a friend. But sorry, abit low class cos' i'm not that close to him. But i guess.. He's a friend of mine. Friends' aren't supposed to hurt each other in that way.. or is it so?

I've been quite down, but maybe my friends haven't notice. It's been bugging me la. Whenever i see the "gang of malay boys"(not in a bad way la, some are good friends, i sort of have a fear of seeing him. And yea, take for example today. I was walking home as usual, then i saw Nazri(he lives near me i think). And the thought of "him" suddenly struck my mind, and i lost my mood already la. I was thinking,"Hmm, the sky seems cloudy, hope it rains tonight." Then when i saw Nazri, i went," ass." Not to him of course, but to the other him of which i called A at the other post.

*Sigh, i'm not sure when i will get out of this mess. He's definitely playing with my heart, and he's also hurting me. GAAHH, he suck. That's really all i can say. He's playing games, games of which i feel is very immature in fact. And also, all i do, is send: GET A LIFE KID.

He wants me to help him forget me. Sure, i don't call him(i always don't), i don't reply to his smses, and i don't actually reply his emails. What more does he want. You know what, his best friend whatever actually told me that A actually spent lesser time ever since i came into them. LIKE WTF?! What do I have got to do with that gawd dammit!

My brother just sent a message to my mum. Says he's depressed in camp. Maybe we as siblings DO have the same genes. When i feel down, he will too. Hmmm..

Anyways, school was usual la. I just don't feel like talking about school already. But i thin i've got someone new in my life. Which might cheer me up if i see "him".

Heehee, girls are girls la. Whatever it is, things have to go on. So, i am trying to. I hope to NOT see A again. Even if he's the last person on earth, i will never talk to him or whatever.

P.s: Kor, hope you will get that special someone to share your horfun at a candle-lit dinner. heehee

7-0!! WOOOOOOOOT! LMAO. Goals by, HYPPIA 1 minute leh! LOL. Crouch, 2 goals by him, spectacular. Morientes, Cisse, Riise(i think) and an OG by the opposition.

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