And it's not fair if me and a few other people have to be this way. I DID say that we shouldn't be calculative. But i personally feel like i've done what i could, pushing my everything else aside just to finish up the urgent matters. And so it's my turn to take a break and let others take over. I have to step back. Me (and others who did their best) should not be the only ones stepping up to our responsibilities or carrying their burden.

I'm going to become someone like that. I have to change. Because if i don't, i will end up getting hurt because people take advantage of us again.

But you know, i am also trying not to vent my anger on those who are not at fault. I think i've been okay so far. Family wise, i haven't thrown any tantrums because of the present situation. Friends too i suppose.

On a totally different note, how many times have Channel 5 shown Alien Vs Predator already?! So boring! I can memorise the storyline already lor. I quite like the show but Channel 5 is... too much. However, i really love it when they show Home Alone. I LOVE that show.

Okok. Back to tutorials and revision for CS2 test on Wednesday. Bother! Lol..

, osn.

previous   next