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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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15 November 2009, 12:26 pm
So this is finally out. I would suppose that the friends i've made in Poly (somehow 'new' friends) are surprised at how ugly i can get when i'm frustrated. Yes, i could control my anger and keep everything in. I could shut up and go with the flow. I could ignore whatever nonsense that was thrown to me. I could walk away and just, leave my work half done. I could shout at someone. But it's really annoying that he can come up with such stories. I'm not going to put out his name here. And i know it's not good to let out the dirty laundry. But you know, me and my friends can't stand it any longer. And me especially, i cannot stand guys who got no ARGH i really don't want to say this... No balls! SHEESH! 1) First, you bailed out on making the signages for CCN the day before. Saying that you had to meet a friend. So THAT was more important than a last minute job that had to be done so urgently? Even so, while you could have helped out during the 3 hours before you left, we didn't know what the heck you were doing with the scraps. Us girls and WeiLun were cutting strips of paper, coming out with ideas, slogging our ass off to do what we could when we can, you were doing nothing with the scraps. So yes, we all kindda had fun singing and doing our work. We laughed, you laughed. But that doesn't get you off the hook. You didn't do any work. 2) CCN day. You only know how to yak and yak. In the end, what did you do? GG and me were busy doing henna and you? Don't know disappear to where. It felt like "the wives were working instead of the husbands" kind of thing. Caroline and Phyllis were handing out flyers around school, some of the girls were tending to the stall, WeiLun was busy shouting for customers and you? I was too busy to notice who was/was not around. But now that i think back, i didn't see you the whole day. And where were you? You were in the library doing your tutorial. 3) WORSE STILL. Late for workshop yesterday. And gave the excuse,"Because i was so tired from yesterday's CCN you know.." WHAT?! Oh yes, right. You were tired from CCN because you were doing your tutorial in the library. OMGGGG. I don't know what to say. Don't ACT like you carried the weight of the world when you didn't even lift a finger and help out. 4) Cancel all your booth duties because you have to do financial planning MY FOOT. Financial planning need to spend 24/7 on the table to plan is it? Also, it's not as if we have SO MANY events to plan money for. What? So now that you're in b&f, you think you so big ah? Treasurer only? Think that's such a big deal? And stop trying to be so calculative. Saying that you don't want to do this and that because you have done so many damn things already. Aren't we a team? Aren't we supposed to carry each others' share of burden instead of being so calculative? And hello, if you want to be self-centered and care about your own grades then say la. Just TELL US that you want OUT from every duty that we have to do so that you can study or do your tutorials. Be a guy WITH balls to actually say that to all of us. 5) All my friends who were your classmates and know that i was too have come to me and tell me about you. You know, i don't need to tell people how you are. Because they already know how you are. Airhead. And to the people who read this, you can hate me now for all i care. If you are in my shoes, THINK of what you would do and how you would feel. All along, i had set criterias (like any other girl) as to what kind of guy i would like. But after all these shit, i decided that there'd be only ONE criteria from now on. My kind of guy would be man with balls. I am utterly disgusted by your behaviour and self-centeredness. Yesterday was tiring. I got home, came online and had to be informed of this load of crap. My blood was boiling, so was Caroline's. Not to mention how GG and the rest would be so mad about this as well. You've crossed the line. A long time ago actually. What bull is this! You're the first person that i regret knowing. |
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