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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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08 March 2009, 10:59 pm
stop the pretense Ups and downs right? I'm going through the 'downs' period right now. I think it'd be better if i just stay away (avoid trouble) and only talk when necessary (avoid being misunderstood). It seems inevitable but i'll try my best (: It's not like i want anyone to get angry also. Anyway, seems like my holiday is packed with a lot more things now. To add to my schedule, i have a BIG interview on Tuesday. ARGH, ANOTHER INTERVIEW :( I hate them. But it's also a chance for me to get some confidence back along with some self-esteem. I suppose it would prepare me for the future as well. I'll be accompanying my mum down to NSC tomorrow for her appointment. Then maybe i'll escape and hunt for sushi at IMM. I'm really craving for it but no one wants to accompany me :( !! Happy thoughts. Well, one thing for sure - i wish time would accelerate to next Friday on the 20th. CHALET! My cousin's birthday chalet. And that also means games, sleepovers and foooood! It has been years since we had sleepovers. I used to sleep at my cousins' places (i think i slept at Hada's place the most, followed by Irah's) but i always negotiated and told them to come to my place instead XD We did all the things little girls do and i remember doing a 1000 piece puzzle with Irah when there were only two of us. I also remember being wrestled at night when Wani's family first shifted to their house (which is right next to my block, woohooo), hahahaha. I think we did this cheering thing at Hada's place; that was the year when Bring It On broadcasted. <3333 Seriously can't wait for the Chalet ready. But yesterday was splendid because i got to meet them - except we were missing Fifi and Hada. I sat with Irah during the bus ride and it was hilarious! That woman was going through.... a PHASE and LOL was crazy la! Not to mention camwhoring was part of what we did. What Iqah did was scary though X3 Oh ya... And the bus driver was being a pain in the butt. The only thing i could come up with is... "WE PAY YOU MONEY FOR YOUR SERVICE, AREN'T YOU SUPPOSE TO CATER TO OUR SERVICE?" Fancy telling us,"You just wait and see if i come or not." What are you trying to imply... You want us to travel from Compassvale to Yishun back on foot? I almost attempted to throw a salted egg when we finally got on the bus. I thought what my cousin said was true too. "He not scared ah, kena hantam by all of us here?" (There were about 20 of us on the bus) God forgive us... But we were so mad because he was showing us all a rotten attitude. I think if he said anything insulting further, i would've thrown the salted egg (hard what...) and my cousins would have taken off their heels to hit him -____- But alhamdulilah, we are not that violent. HAHAHHA (: Plus, it has been quite long since i saw Hanis. Sec 4 this year... HAPPY LA RIGHT. Talked to him for a bit yesterday... first time in a while. He's so tall now... So is Hilmi. But it's okay~ I'm still taller than Wani. HAHAHAHA. Oh and since Kak Idah was complaining about being old (25 years old ONLY LA!).. I was the youngest there among the girls so all i could do was.. *taps Kak Idah's shoulder* "I'm only 18 this year leh." HEHEHEHE. Only to be tickled in the stomach by her and almost by the rest too XD! I was pretty upset about going home but... I was getting tired. Haha (: InsyaAllah, we'll meet on the 20th again and have a blast. ![]() Wani, Irah and me - carrying the gifts
Picture credits: Irah and her hot pink Sony camera Last but not least. Thanks for giving me so many reasons to smile and look at the brighter side of life. We all go through tough times and we share. Let's stay like this till we age and die. Because we're family and because this was how we grew up together, slept together, showered together (under the rain!) and had the best times of our life together (: PS: YiJung-GaEul's relationship are nicer to watch..... lol |
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