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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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08 March 2007, 9:33 pm
Symptoms Physics 35/50 ; A2 Just nice an A2. So far, contented with my improvements. But still, upset that i made so many mistakes. And confirmed. Daddy's not coming this PTC. Mummy was so confident that he wouldn't. Haha, i remember when i was Pri 4, even before meeting the teacher, i cried cos' something happened. So my friends brought me out of the classroom and we sang songs. =.= Good days. Speaking of singing. I miss my primary school choir. Yes, believe me or not, i can sing! But not as great la. Anyways, Gorilla, or Mr Rusdy, used the big big stapler and "shoot" the bullets on me. And guess what, one got stuck onto my hair and he clapped and cheered. WTH la. And and! Don was friggin hilarious la. With the umbilical cord, hanging mucus, frozen mucus. YUUCCCKK. So pity Viva's eraser. Haha. I went on sugar high for a moment during class when we finished our social studies work and i went to the back to the class to chat with mariame and doc shawny. Then donny came into the chat, and eric lam the official KPO also joined in. I actually tore his chemistry graph paper and stapled them together with bits and pieces. SO NICE YOU KNOW. Piece of artwork. I took a picture, but you know. I'm too tired to post them up. And the promise to post the funny pictures! WIll do so soon. Tomorrow's sports heats 1 and i don't think i can make the 1500m run. =.= JIAYOU! Rub on horse oil HAHA. There's a joke behind this but i don't wanna embarass her so.. HEHE Tired la.. Mariame and me are stressed. Checked a few symptoms and yea.. Probably so. Frequent sudden stomaches, lost of appetite, pimples exploding. DAMMIT. And daddy's still pushing me. I'm really tired this time around. He wants me to do so well.. So much better than i can do. Maybe. But i will definitely try my very best and take this the positive way. I don't wanna cry again. I want to be THAT strong, jovial and cheerful OSN again. I really want to be that girl i used to be again. No i don't have freedom, but i believe i will do better without it (see, i'm taking this the right way). May Allah Almighty help me and my loved ones esp. my friends. I think pressure is on me this year cos' i'm the only one in the whole chinese + malay family to take a major exam. =/ Meh.. so dead. Worried for my chinese looooorrr. GRrrrrrr |
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