Breakfast date with Mariame was cancelled this morning because i couldn't get myself to wake up ><

Anyway, i didn't study at all last night. When my mum came back, i wandered around the kitchen and started talking about a few things while she cooked. It's a bit far fetched but we started talking about the future - plans and things like that. She told me more about her marriage with my dad, hehe. Our fate is all planned out but one question i keep asking myself is.. Can we change it? The same problem haunts me (: and because of it, i want to change just that particular part. I don't know if i can go through another huge blow. I think i faced a lot of troubles in 2007. I would cry almost everyday and all but life is so much better now. However, all good things will come to an end eventually... Still, since it's all good now, i think i should enjoy it before it gets taken away right? (:

A lot of people made an impact on my lives. I remember how some of my friends online (friends from games) would ask me if i'm okay. Just like that, i'd brighten up knowing there are people who care - people who don't even know me well. They may not be of much help but just to show concern like that, it really touches me. And because i feel this way, i'm doing the same thing. The feeling of being offered a shoulder to cry on or to be a listening ear.. makes me feel better. I don't know if other people feel the same but i'm going to be that way. Even if you don't want to talk about it, i'll still remind you that i'll be here.

This is soooooo random. But i'm glad now because i got a reply - lucky i went there ah.. Haha (: *hug. We will meet up really soon, promise.

PS: I call my favourite girls my love, darlings, sayang, babe, etc. etc. So don't get me wrong D<

, osn.

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