I foresee my downtime coming any time soon. I'm not psychic but things that are happening have not been anything really good anyhow. I just hope and pray that God answers my prayers again and make me a stronger person mentally. Because the way i am right now, i might fall and it would be hard to stand up once again.

I went to school early to get my school books and lecture notes. Collected 24 B Acc notes for the class too. Thankfully i had Ika with me to help out. At the same time, we bought our OB and Macroecons notes. Then we walked to the bookshop and got our CSA books. I think the lucky dip thing is cheeaaappp. There's only one black pingpong ball in the box i bet. -.- (We get the books for free if we pick a black pingpong ball out of the many white ones) I swear i had to lug around so many things today. I tried to give out the B Acc lecture notes as soon as i saw my classmates. We had Macroecons lecture today for 2 hours. Most productive lesson so far. We learnt a lot of things unlike the previous lectures/tutorials. It was better today as well because my class sat in the middle row/column of the lecture, which is the right spot if you want to feel the cool air from the air-con. And the fact that the whole class sat together was really cool again, haha! After lecture, some of us went to help the rest buy their lecture notes and blah blah :X (I'm so tired) After everyone split up, Ika and i went to check out the CCA drive. Hmm, i thrashed the thought of joining dragon boating. I don't think it'd be good for me since i get tired easily :P The Malay Art Group approached me twice and i didn't join them at all :X Instead, i opted for something that would benefit the society at least, and of course, something IT-related. Call me a geek or whatsoever but i joined the Community Service Club and Visual Central (kudos for IT!) Both are a monthly-affair thing so i think it'd be alright. Visual Central! Let's hope i'll learn more about photography and heeeeyyy, i want to keep doing video editing and such. Give me anything IT-related and i'll take it. I'm excited for both. Community service, my forte? I think people who know me well enough should understand why i picked the CCA. (: I want to help everyone as much as possible. Helping = Double Happiness :D

I decided to give today's meeting in school a pass :( I'm so sorry. I keep going back on my promise due to unforeseen circumstances. I thought i would be able to make it in time but... was reminded by mum to get home in time for prayers so i didn't go today. Instead, i headed home, which was okay. I managed to get a seat (it feels like a battle every time i board the bus -.-) I didn't sleep because my contact lenses were getting too dry >< And read some materials instead. Was so relieved when i got back home. I wish the works for the new lift would be done ASAP because then i wouldn't need to walk a whole stretch of corridors before i get home. AND I WON'T HAVE TO CLIMB THE STAIRS. :D

Something has been on my mind ever since i stepped out of school, not to mention how it has disturbed me so much till now. I'm so sensitive i tend to think too much into the issue and sometimes i cry about it when i get too stressed up. I guess this would be another change i want to see in myself. To not be affected so easily ): I've been saying my prayers for God to make me more courageous and strong mentally. Since i've taken up this role, it should be a lesson for me at the same time. Maybe all this was planned so that i can improve myself. InsyaAllah, He will guide me (:

On a better note, Melvin, my twin in class (we share the same birthday!) is coincidentally a Liverpool fan too. HOW LUCKY! Now i have someone to fangirl with (Nesty) and someone to speak soccer to (Melvin and a few others). HAHAHAHA. I suddenly feel so blessed, LOL. Anyhow, i've got my books and lecture notes now so maybe it's time to prepare myself for the battles ahead. I hope i will get the support i need this time around (: I hope they stand by me and not brood over the past, because i want this year to be a better year than 2007. Last year was crazy and i i had breakdowns several times so i don't want history to repeat itself again. 2008 will be a happy and fruitful year for me and my family, InsyaAllah.

PS: This team wins, draws and loses together. Way to go Liverpool! What Stevie G said in the interview is how a Captain should be. Bring back the cup with the team again Stevie!

PPS: Canon EOS 450D, ZOMG. 12.2 megapixels! How awesome! But like i said, 40D would make me smile with glee already. But will daddy make the offer again? HEHEHE. I'll wait, serious (: I'll be patient and see how things goes.

DANGGIT, i have to say this.