I feel horrible. Today, i'm at my lowest. As always, things always go wrong together.

Rude.
I have strict values that i set for myself. I know there's this thing called "projection" in O.B but i fail to understand why people don't even know basic manners. I really don't.

There are a thousand things i would want to shout about tonight because today was not good at all. Everytime i try to tune down and kill the fire, the devil is always there to turn my plans down. Hence, the conflict pursues till the day my prayers are answered, which i hope is soon.

I hate karma. 2008 was a lot better but now it's turning sour.

And because of what happened today, i suddenly miss my girlfriends A LOT. I mean really, a lot. If only God and time permits our meet-up soon. I have so much things to share, so much things i'm willing to listen. So much happiness whenever i spend my day with them. I miss the dimwits too.

1) Mariame
2) Shamini
3) Maira
4) Viva
5) Sheng Yang
6) Kelvin

When can we have moments like these again?

Miss you miss you miss you. Miss everything and every single moment we had together. Fights, arguments, indecisive decisions, chaos plus all the rainbows and sunshine you have provided me with. I love and treasure our friendship so much, i carry vivid memories of our first outing together till the last (IRONMAN! CAMWHORE IN THE TRAIN! WALKING ME HOME!). How i miss every single part of it.

Emo post. But i feel better.
Thank you Shamz, for today (: LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND.

Time to pucker up and finish up what i need to today. Ganbatte minnasan!

PS: "He'd really do anything for me, wouldn't he?" - Bella
PPS: Almost halfway through Breaking Dawn! WOOO!

, osn.

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