Forget Barry already! KEEP XABI and END IT THERE! >(

I have had many dreams lately. Not good ones, particularly. I wouldn't say they are nightmares but just very mysterious and probably creepy at the same time. And sometimes the people present in my dream are people i miss so much. SHALEN DA JIE! <3 That dream with her was about our 2.4km run we have for our NAPFA test every year. We had to climb this hill (no idea why) but i didn't want to because it was so steep so i suggested that we took the shortcut. And somehow the shortcut was a route that ...

I don't even want to continue XD I think these dreams are probably the reason why i haven't slept well recently. It's horrible ):

Anyway, it rained again today but i was too dizzy to do any work in such a lovely weather. I think i was hibernating the whole day today. It's not a good thing because i'm falling behind on revision. I started last week but things have come to a halt because of this dizzy spell.

On another note, i made a lot of new friends this month. It feels really good just seeing them whenever we're in school. Primary school friends, Secondary school friends, VC friends, BSC friends, and people i got to know from FOC. I think they're the people who manage to put a smile on my face whenever i feel upset about whatever is going on in my head. There's this issue i haven't raised here specifically. But obviously it's all about respect. I shall not rant more on it. My mum actually made me realise that,"Not everyone is like us.. So don't expect the same from them."

Mum always has the wise words for me. To grow. I'm experiencing new things day by day and it's good to voice out how i feel. Finally opening up to my family whenever i have a problem. My brother's here to back me up also and i feel extremely blessed that they've finally come to terms that i AM in a polytechnic. I still remember the beginning of the year. It wasn't only hard for them to take in reality but i thought it was hardest for me at the same time. But this decision could well be a blessing in disguise. You know how God throws surprises at me almost every single day. I've looked at this point of my life as a blessing instead of a curse. Since God knows best, why not just accept what He gives and takes? And at 17, i've realised that i've grown up to be slightly more "preach-y". HAHA. But with the influence that is around me, it's best to think in that way. That reminds me that i have to read my Qur'an soon before i lose touch with it.

Speaking of which, fasting starts next month! That also means night prayers (terawih)! I'm hoping mum would be able to join me again this year because when i went there on the night before the fasting day, i was alone. It felt so different without my mum praying beside me. I was quite upset that i messaged my mum, wishing she was here on the first night with me. Hopefully our prayers to pray again this year comes true (:

Apart from that, many things to look forward to this month or the next:

1) New arrival! HEHE, my cousin's going to pop real soon and i'm extremely delighted at the new addition to our family this Hari Raya, insyaAllah. A girl! <3

2) First birthday celebration for my cousin's baby girl (another one) who was born on the 23rd of August last year

3) Family gathering with lots of food (i hope, HAHA) soon at my grandma's place. Prayers for the family, for the upcoming fasting month, and definitely for my beloved grandpa we all miss so dearly

4) Holiday D: I can't wait for it, but i must get through sem tests first before i can start rejoicing

5) http://www.twilightthemovie.com/ !
http://www.twilightthemovie.com/ !
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http://www.twilightthemovie.com/ !

Okay, i'll stop D:

Since i've finished Breaking Dawn, i'll continue with Stephenie's The Host (i bought it 4 months ago and am still 1/4 through -.-). HUGE fan of her books.

The bad reviews online for Breaking Dawn is... sorry to say, stupid. How can you expect the writer to publish something you EXPECT to happen? Where would the thrill and suspense go then? And hey, Renee (name of Bella's mother ) + Esme (name of Bella's mother-in-law) = Renesmee isn't that bad. I thought it was quite considerate of Bella to honour her child with the name of a combination of both her mothers.

Anyhow, i'm still a happy and satisfied Twilighter (: And i certainly hope those unhappy ones won't boycott her books by skipping the Twilight movie. Because that would be stupid. You love the first 3 books, hate the last book and then suddenly you're not a fan? That only means you were never a fan. tsk.

PS: Still hooked to Alex's album :3
PPS: We're all standing alone at the end of the world.

, osn.

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