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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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17 May 2009, 10:31 pm
the past.  One reason why these are the people who colour my life (: (i don't know if that makes sense to you, haha) There are a few things that i've learnt and discovered (by accident or not) over the past week. Some things my parents and aunt told me and some things i'm not supposed to have read. One thing for sure, like my aunt told me yesterday,"You know.. if your mummy had married the Japanese guy, you wouldn't be here." My mum and dad were talking to me about the time before they got married. XD Very funny story, somehow romantic too. My mum always joked,"I don't know why your father chose me also. I asked him if he's colour bilnd. Because i'm so dark but he's so fair." I think my parents' story is similar to my grandparents' too. XD And both my aunt and mum told me that when they wanted to get married, they had to go through a lot of obstacles. One night, they went to .. New World (i think.. it's a shopping centre?) with my grandfather and he told them something they never forgot till this day. Always remember, humans don't take care of humans. GOD takes care of humans. So leave everything in His hands and trust Him. Reminds me how i can't push fate and wish everything went my way. Because God knows Best and He will guide me. Even though my parents really reinforce that point, they can't help but worry for me as my parents too XD Well, one thing for sure, my dad told me,"Bring him home and i'll talk to him. I can tell a person by just talking to him." I can't help but laugh and think how my dad would look like it's an interrogation session. But i guess it will be almost 10 years till that happens. I don't want to think about the future. I'm scared actually. I just don't want to see her dream really come true like she said. I'm really afraid. Maybe that's one of the reasons why i don't want to grow up anymore. 18 forever please? (: PS: Ironic but.. i really can't help but look at it in another light. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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