First off, i spent my afternoon copying my files into CDs - a total of 10. Basically, even though i have 99GB left on my drive, i can't help but clear my stuff because my computer's been lagging badly. I KNOW, there's so much space left SO i think my computer's been hit by the virus. I figured, it must have been facbook. It came up on the papers didn't it? There's this application called 'Secret Crush' and i blindly added it. That's the reason why i withdrew from facebook about 2 months ago. I'm so upset over it now, getting a virus is never good. I remember when i was 13, got my own computer for the first time, after a few months i got hit by a virus called 'Trojan Horse'. That was the worst ever because every time i turned on the computer, Norton sends me like red alerts NON-STOP. As many should have known by now, i'm a computer geek and the computer's obviously my 'baby', so if anything happens to it, i'll be devasted. Really. -.-" SO, that day, i cried. LOL. It was the first time. Then last year when my dad couldn't find a compatible graphic card for my computer, everything went haywire. The monitor came up with all sorts of awful colours and digusting pixellated like... whatever *shviers then i cried again. I went emo throughout the weekend - no kidding! Till a point where my mum talked to my dad as if i lost a part of me. LOL. Unbelievable OSN. Anyhow, i backed up my files and used up 10 CDs today. Deleted the files on my computer(can you believe 'My Pictures' now only have 50 items compared to the previous thousands?) and again, was quite upset =.= I WANT A 500GB HARD DRIVE! *Whines. I don't want to delete stuff. I know i saved them in a CD already but it feels different. :P And besides, i need to make a folder solely for Suju. Because right now, i'm having 3 folders already. LOL, *falls onto the floor face first* And maybe after i've saved enough, i'll get a better graphic card this time. *sigh, been wanting one for quite some time already. Just need to wait for the computer show(my dad always says,"Confirm crowded one... Don't go lah," so we always end up missing it :( )

Secondly, i chatted with a NZ game mate this morning. I met him in a game and he's...2 years older than me. Studying design in a Polytechnic and is already pursuing a degree. UNFAIR OR WHAT. We here, attend 3 years of Polytechnic to get a diploma. But we're not guranteed a place in a University to take our degree. AND he's there in a Polytechnic taking a degree. !!! Makes me mad thinking about it. Soooo nooot faaaaiiirrrr! There's obviously no stress there in NZ. I pray my family will have enough money to go for a vacation there(just for relaxation) and visit my uncle there. During CNY, my aunt showed us clips of their trip there and it was breath-taking. Someday we shall, with God's permission ^^

Third: I've been watching many Suju videos and it only makes my heart melt further, my tummy hurt, and realise why they are what they are now. *Melts melts melts. Okay i'm going off to freeze myself and maybe melt again watching them :P

And i'll leave you with this .gif (melts further)