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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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Exits
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03 February 2011, 11:26 pm
Tonight, I'm feeling absolutely empty again. God's in my heart, but I feel somewhat empty. I really hate having a grey cloud hovering over me. I wish i can throw all my feelings away and start over. But this year would be the 6th that i haven't stopped missing someone and it feels.. tiring. Yet i don't want to let it go. I think this is the reason why i kept going back to bed this afternoon. I want to stop thinking and missing and just move on. Maybe i should do that now. But because all i do is eat and sleep, i told my mum i felt like a pig. She could only laugh. When i asked her,"So silence means consent? You agree that i'm like a pig?" She replied,"Well you said it yourself.. *chuckles*" |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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