Forgiving him has been easy nowadays but this heart of mine is stubborn in one way or another. No matter how many times i tell myself not to take his words to heart, i still end up crying and going back to my old ways of regretting everything. I wish all these didn't have to happen.

Anyway, i'm going to get ready to go off to school. Japanese elective lecture from 6-7. Pretty excited but feels kind of lonely though. Nesty and the rest who got into the same elective are not in the same lecture slot as i am. Although Weilun is, i still feel very lonely. LOL. Let's just hope i get company and see some familiar faces there later. I don't feel like speaking to anyone lately. I think i might stop speaking one day. Seems like i prefer alone time nowadays. I need to think by myself and i refuse to let anyone disturb me when i need to. I'm writing less in my journal but blogging more O: I started writing last week but it's still not consistent. What's more, at most times, i'm at a loss of words. I've hidden my journal in a different place now but i still fret how my mum would read it sometimes. I have my old journals and i'm pretty sure she read them. Maybe i should do what i did when i wrote a letter..

Private and Confidential. Do NOT look. God is watching and you know the consequences.

I think it's pretty childish but... It'd probably work. (:

I watched The Benchwarmers the other night; recommended by Mariame. It was so hilarious XD Enjoyed it a lot ;) I'm looking forward to watching The Shooter again though. Mark Walhberg is awesome in it. Speaking of which, MAX PAYNE! Shall i date my brother out one night? It's been some time since we went for a movie together.. The last was... Transformers? LAST YEAR?! o.0 I forgot. But he seems too busy to do anything else so.. We'll see (: Maybe over the holidays!

Okay it's 4. Got to go get prepared and set off (:

PS: We're learning frequency distribution and probability again O:

, osn.

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