KOMEZ. We all teared at the end, because our hard work did not pay off. We all teared because within 3 days, even though we don't know everyone's names, we've bonded through games, cheers and so on. We all teared along together with our GLs and Facilitators because we know we did our best, yet the result disappointed us. GLs cried because they felt that we had to be their pillar instead of them being ours. BUT we all felt the other way round. We could never EVER have such wonderful GLs, EVER. We all teared so much (not leaving out even the guys...) because we had to separate. I cried when i came back home because i couldn't stay for our mini outing. I cried because...I totally enjoyed FOC because of my group and the leaders who were always behind our back, always cheered us on, always supporting us, always giving us way and protecting us (from shielding the rain with your backs!) from whatever that affected us negatively. YOU GUYS ROCK. Thank you for the fond memories and i so do hope we get to see each other in school in future.

We were so confident about making history, we didn't thought of the worst. Our gut feelings let us down and so we shed tears together. Endless tears. I cried so much i couldn't remember why. I cried so much because GLs thought it was their fault that we lost. And we cheered,"YOU'RE THE BEST!" EVERY ONE of us cried. I know i'm repeating but it was so heart breaking, so heart wrenching, everyone could not hold back their tears. A friendship/bond that we created over the 3 days, will forever remain as such throughout my years in TP. I had downs during FOC but i thought that didn't matter anymore when i was with yall.

KOMEZ rocked my FOC'08. GLs & Facilitators rocked my FOC'08. I cannot ask for anything more because of such wonderful people that i've met. Every single game station that we went to, every cheer that we did, every moment of our sub-group event, every time we waited for the whole group to get their food and say,"ITATA KIMAS!" before having our meals, everytime we went,"SHIOK SHIOK!" will forever be embedded in my memory. I know i say this for almost every thing but surely, this will be one of the fondest memories that i will keep.

And of course, not to forget All Mighty, who has helped me fight my own desires and of course, Satan the devil throughout this FOC. It's not obvious but once He helped me, i reflected back a few minutes after He helped me and MashaAllah, His guidance and promise to keep us all save, protected, and help us whenever we need, is so significant, my heart feels so warm and happy. I shed tears for Him on the first night because... okay so only a few know why. I was so upset that i shed tears before going to bed. And typed a private journal on my phone. As i'm typing this, i'm really crying for Him. Because even though i'm only a frail servant of His who does wrong some times, He is still so Forgiving and Merciful to help me overcome my bad times. He who keeps to His promise, when you learn to love Him and remember Him in every step/move you make. MashaAllah, i have learnt so many things during camp. Religion-wise, friendship, cooperation, team work, and so many other things.

Also, thanks to my friends (i hope you know who you are) and Gege for those kind words that kept me going. To help me overcome what i feared the most, how i felt left out (MashaAllah, this was another thing that i had to fight against...), then coming back again to make more friends who respect me for who i am. I thank God Al Mighty for helping me whenever i asked Him for help, giving me guidance and strength to fight fight fight against the devil of whom whispered to me of ideas to remove my veil. (yes, so i let the cat out of the bag...) Thank you Gege for telling me not to caer about what others thought... Thank you <3 Thank you to Eric for telling me to believe what i really believed in and not let others make me falter in my belief. Thank you mariame for encouraging me <3 Thank you Wenzhuang for the messages on SJ-M! It really made me smile despite my crying ways (yeah, i didn't tell you that, did i? haha...)

TP FOC'08. Komez, forever the best. Undoubtedly, loudest cheer, such great friendship and bond between fellow mates and GLs/Facilitators. I will miss the times. NOW, ADD ME UP ON MSN! LOL. I hope Evia wrote my contact on the list since i had to leave =/

Now, i'm going to crash because my eyes are like -.- now instead of O.O. I'll relate the whole camp story when i'm well-rested. (:

I MISS YALL TOOOOOOOO! :D

PS: ^^ ^^ ^^ HEHEHE.

, osn.

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