Happy 23rd birthday (: I never fail to forget you and i hope i get to see you in the hereafter. May God bless you always, and may He bring us all together one day as a family. I love you. You never left our minds by the way. And just yesterday, mummy and i were talking about you <3

What's going to happen today?

Basically i'm supposed to head down to school for our project but i feel so lousy this morning because i slept late last night. Anyhow, guess what! I found another person in my class who watches japanese doramas as well! *drum roll, CRYSTAL! Haha! I've always wanted to mention how cute she is but i keep forgetting. And i'm serious when i say she's cute. Her voice is like those high pitched chibis (okay so i never watched anime but she so remind me of those girls) and her personality is just simple: Kawaii XD Anyway! She's watching Zerretai Kareshi at the moment too! So how cool's that! Nesty is supposedly watching the show too :3 Another fact i got to learn from Crystal is that Xiao Wei watched Hana Kimi too. OMGOMG. Can i be any happier please? More people to fangirl with and scream over the *coughguys in the dramas! Hehe, and Crystal was overexcited yesterday with her confession of falling for hot Japanese guys. Her favourite person in Hana Kimi is apparently Kagurazaka! He is of a spanish and japanese decent. No wonder he looked very ... European? XD But talking to her about our japanese interests last night was so fun, hahahaha. Don't you think people get along better when they have the same interests? *wink to those who've realised! Futhermore, this only adds to the reason why i love school, LMAO. Usually it's the friends that you enjoy going to school isn't it? Don't lie to me! PLUS! Shamz babe chatted with me last night and gave me nudges (but soon after i changed my status to BUSY and my monitor didn't ... anymore. lol) Anyhow, i would love to meet her today for lunch but we'll see how. I feel too tired to move about already :( I miss you so much babe!

Yesterday

I blogged yesterday but apparently diaryland had to do this server maintanence thing so i couldn't submit my blogged post. HERE it is!

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH! -END- *^^*

I managed to watch the first 2 episodes of Zerretai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend) starring Mizushima Hiro! So far, i must say the show is a very different plot from any other shows that i've seen. I guess its the main thing that captures my attention. In other words, i'm definitely going to follow the dorama D: *excited for the next few episodes* Just another thing though. Does Mizushima kun have a playboy face or something? X3 It seems that in Hana Kimi, they casted him as a playboy turned gay (i was just kidding about that)and even in his new dorama, he's another playboy in play. =.= MAYBE he does have that look but he's... <3 HAHAHA. But Toma still beats him being the funniest friend you can ever have ;)

Leaving for KL next wednesday. Somehow i'm feeling quite half-fearted even though i'm excited for the trip. It seems that project deadlines are tying me down this time. I really want to go for a break but the deadlines make me worried and i already vowed myself to give my best shot for this 3 years that i'm finding myself quite constrained because of my own goals. I'm trying to be someone who juggles her tasks and leisure time with ease but it seems that i'm too afraid to mess things up. Even for little things nowadays, i worry. But that doesn't mean i'm not happy. I'm really satisfied with how this year turned out. And i'm still trying to mend my ways and try something different at this point of my life. At the same time, i'm really trying to 'grow more skin'. Don't get me wrong but still XP

On another note, is anyone shy/embarrassed of hugging their mum? Does it mean that you're grown up you should stop showing affection towards your own mother? I don't know about the rest but i don't. I still hold my mother's hand when we go out, i still approach her for a hug when i have the urge to cry because of my problems, and i still hug her for no reason sometimes (especially when i feel bored studying XD). Hmm, so how about you? FYI, really random because i know some people who are like that. Not that i have anything against them but isn't your mother...The greatest person on Earth?

Ans also, i still feel like a little girl when i speak to my dad (: I don't know why myself but i still do. Hahaha.

Goodnight all.

PS: What am i supposed to do to shake you off my back? What can i do to make you disappear in front of me? You're really getting on my last nerve. And apparently, you're the only thing that is bringing me down this year. *miffed*
PPS: JAPAN PLEASEEEEEEEEEE.
PPPS: Movie date anyone? ):

Okay so how do you find that i'm separating my topics like that? LOL

Is it annoying? Or better? At least it's more organised. LOL. Okay, i'm running late. Take care all!

, osn.

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