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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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17 August 2008, 12:24 am
thank you, my no. 1 there's a lot of loving in this post! Much joy tonight. 1) Prayers for our loved ones we lost in the recent months. Life hasn't changed drastically but it feels so different. Grandpa used to lead in the reading and now it's the next generation's turn. InsyaAllah, my generation will take over their places in years to come. I hope our family stays this way. 2) Dinner. I didn't eat much since i had a heavy lunch (BIG MAC MEAL ZOMG). Chatted with my younger cousins for a bit before heading to the room to rest and chat with the rest too <3 3) Night prayer as a family <3 4) Prayer for the holy month. TODAY'S THE FIRST DAY OF SHABAAN! DID YOU SEE THE MOON!? MashaAllah, it's so beautiful tonight. As bright as the filament of a bulb right in front of your eyes. And it's a full moon tonight! While walking home just now, i kept staring at the moon. No, i didn't bump into anything XP 5) Greeeeaaaatt time with my dear cousins. We're going to meet up for our niece's birthday again next week (chalet)! So excited. But that reminds me that Monday's the start of exams. -.- I feel extremely blessed tonight. I feel that God has been so kind to me the minute i was born. To be born as a Muslim, to have a great family and to have people in my family lead and are steadfast towards religion. I feel very happy that God has everything in stored for me and my family the second we stepped into this temporary life. InsyaAllah in the hereafter, we'll still be together (: Not to mention that my cousins are the best people on Earth alongside my other darlings and friends. I have so many bestsssss but my cousins are on top. They never fail to make my laugh till i cry or till my stomach hurt. Really awesome people. And another thing to be blessed about. Having such a close-knit family. I was talking to my sayang Irah tonight. "Look at them! We used to do that! (referring to the younger ones playing heart-attack, LOL)" Now that we're (irah, iqah, fifi, wani, hada and me) all grown up, we've taken into many other things like sharing personal secrets and all. I'm thankful to my aunts and all for making us so close right from the start. Annual Camping, Chalet, Birthday Parties (with GREAT GAMES), gatherings and all great things. As usual, i told my mum i would want the next generation to go on that way too. Family's the top priority on my list since i thought about things like that and will forever be that way. Call me an orthodox but i prefer to be conservative on such issues. Ahhh, i love my family :3 And i miss Kak Ida and her huge bump i only got to see once ): A little princess will pop out soon and we're all so excited for both the mother and child. I know everyone will be praying for both their safety. And i almost wish i had my sister so that i can be by her side. I'm so sentimental am i not? Haha! I still love my brother tons though! We fight (though really not as much as we did when we were much younger) but we have fun too ^^b I love him, am proud of him, and am honoured to be led by him. And thank you to my uncle who encouraged everyone to read the Qur'an when we can. I thought it was a good reminder for all of us. Who doesn't want the best for both lives right? We don't believe in reincarnation, rather, we believe in the afterlife - the hereafter. It also gave me a pinch on the arm because the Qur'an has been by my bed and i haven't touched it for quite some time. I feel terrible. I should begin soon. Very soon. Tonight's the first night of Shabaan as i have mentioned. A full bright moon. God IS Great. PS: My aunt's selling hand-made brooches, head scarfs (for babies) and more things to come. I'll post up the link soon ^^ Wah, free advertising man! XD No seriously, i did this with sincerity. Okay, i'm going off to bed. My eyes are ._. now. THEY HURT BY THE WAY!!!! >< |
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