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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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10 February 2006, 4:40 pm
Valentines? There are so many questions on my mind that i can't figure out right now. For example, let's discuss about being someone's special valentine. How will you react to your crush/admirer if he/she gives you some special gift? For me, if my crush hands me a bouquet of roses(which is terribly impossible), i would be sooo shocked, that i might just freeze on the spot. I'm not kidding you. Who's crush would be so special and as brave/courageous to hand you something sentimental? I mean, it's a rare chance that YOUR crush would do something like that right? I mean, MOST of the times, you are the one who loves him/her, but not the other way round. Many people keep their secrets to themselves. But my friends know that i'm not sort. I'm a person who isn't shy of who i am, how i react(well, sometimes though), or who i like for this case. I told many of my friends whom i believe i can trust. Why? What is there to be shy about? Don't tell me that you can prevent keeping secrets to yourself all your life. God knows everything you do, everything you're thinking of. So, there is a probability that He will eventually do something to let everyone know your secrets. Back to the question. I would definitely feel surprised and grateful that someone has discovered the inside of me. People might like someone for who you are (attitude, personality, etc.), but sometimes, they like you for the outside (looks) you. But who would you rather marry? A person who loves you for the inside you, or the outside you? For me, i would choose a person who love you for who you are. I believe these type of people is the type who would truly love you. And have a neverending marriage, whereas, marriages do not last long for those who do not see you inside out. I know, i'm so young, yet i think about these things. My mum has trained me to kind of see different types of people, and this is the age where you can experiment things like that. I mean, you would know how to differentiate what is a good hubby and a ... useless hubby. Anyways, let's end the subject, and talk about today. We started off the day by going to the laboratory for chemistry. We did crystallizattion. *Prays my crystals will form. It was very interesting, but very rushing as well. It was our first time, so, we were very excited and things like, we were very interested that we almost panicked when we did things. But yea, we did enjoy the class a lot. Physics is always the period where our class would laugh a lot. But our teacher teaches us well. See, we as students, enjoy lessons filled with laughter. This makes the class even merrier and urges the pupils to even come to school. What a day, i'm in school right now. Been running back and forth to do the video editting with Sheng Yang and Eleanor. It was quite merry having only the 3 of us around. With Mr Jack of course. I'm going back soon to get some rest. REALLY. My eyes are turning red. Students of 17 years collected their GCE O'Level results just now. Many girls cried. Oh well, it makes no use right? But of course, you would feel vey remorseful if you studied very hard, but you don't produce a good result in the end right? I feel so. I think i'm really going to make my way back now. Bye! |
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Keep holding on,
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