Today's valentines' day. No biggy. Everyday's supposed to be Valentines' day. But i still made a few cards to my dimwits and all. I'm going to make a few more for the girls in my class i'm starting to love so much. AND CHERYLE! I DIDN'T PASS THE COUGH TO YOU! HEHEHEHE. Yea la, infected a couple of people in my class despite covering my mouth when i cough my lungs out. Yes, literally! Rena's infected, Ummaira's infected, MARIAM'S INFECTED! Muahahaha!

K la, shall stop being so crazy.

V.Day was okay, Jing and Rena made cookies for everyone, Eryn gave us sweets, TREECIA gave us lollies and chocos. So much sweet things.

I found out a dee deep secret that i never wanted to hear. But i did so, =) The thing is, mcdreamy's a great person. May not know him well, but behaviour wise, academically, religiously, i believe i've seen him at his best. No doubt about it. Mum knows cos' i couldn't hold my tears and emotions back. So i kept telling her,"It's so sad..." And she replied that there are so many more guys out there. RRRRRRRRROOOOOOAAAAAAARRRR! I hate that answer really. Like how my brother hates,"Expect the unexpected." Hah! I really didn't like it when my mum said that. I just didn't. Sometimes, it's things like that, that i don't tell my secrets to her. I'm finding it really hard to talk to her nowadays. Maybe i'm struck by jealousy whatever, but i still don't feel secure. Trust me, i find more comfort in my friends and my pillow(yes my pillow) than my family. It's just the way it is. I've been confiding in my friends whenever i'm down ever since i was 11. What do you think? I never cried so badly in their arms before. Mostly, in my pillow(YES MY PILLOW!).

maybe it's the insecurity. I know i'm supposed to feel safe at home. But it's like i never find the urge to tell them my secrets AT ALL. I don't know okay! It's just the way it is. But even though we're like that, i promised myself that i will not be kept away from my family after i leave home (when i get married la). I still believe that no matter what, God still made them my family. And family, you only have 1 true family.

Infocomm today was so stressful. I think we seniors didn't enjoy the day at all. Screaming at kids who don't seem to understand simple english at all. We get so fed up and Mariame probably lost her voice already. Me? Busy planning schedules, datelines, elements to be met.. I was actually thinking of becoming a project manager. It would be quite "fun" actually. You get to plan things, and when they go well, you'll feel a great sense of achievement. Maybe i shall stop dreaming. Cos' here, i'm probably not allowed too. Okay,let's not get to that part again.

Oh yes, today was V.Day (i know i said this above, just a continuous part can?) PEOPLE think i'm dumb. They think i would never find out that it's them that's behind the "mysterious phone call". Seriously, i can go to the extent to asking teachers if they knew the number. In which case, i have to thank Darren this time. That ass no.2, still in wonderland, thinks i don't know that it's him. Me, being evil as i am, replied a harsh one.

Ass:"Happy Valentines' Day."
ME:"Who is this? Thanks but anyways, i had a very nice valentine today and i had tons of fun with my beloved!"

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. It's not being THAT evil. I'm just trying so hard to rid him. Not in a bad way. I just don't want people to get hurt by me rejecting their requests. Furthermore, if they say they like you, they should respect your decision right? Isn't respect what's "love" all about?

I still miss mcdreamy. Might be a lightyear till i get to see him again. Maybe it'll never happen at all. But like i told my junior, i thank God that he was brought into my life. I thank God that he came into my life and made a huge impact in my world even though we never got to knew each other better. I still pray to God Almighty to shower upon him blessings and the best for his future endeavours. That prayer i made the previous post, was a hurtful one. But i'm slowly going past this storm, bravely, with my dimwits whom i treasure so much.

Today, dimwits held strong their tempers (I THINK! HAHA) But we did well today guys, really well. *Pats back. And yea, POMMY! MEL! HUUGGSSSSSSS

[EDIT] A few old pictures for your viewing pleasure!