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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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09 May 2008, 5:54 pm
When are the Hana Kimi specials coming out?! (Irrelevant Title) I haven't had this feeling of crying for quite some time already. It came back to me last night. I don't know why though... Maybe it's because of the changes that i have to face so far. Or maybe it's just something that has been bothering me lately. All i know is that i shouldn't be thinking too much and immerse myself into what might divert my concentration elsewhere rather than my studies. I came back at 8 last night because of the Visual Central meeting that we had after six. There was this drama going on in the bus and all i could do was laugh. I think this girl was around 15-16 years old (that's because i saw her secondary school pass) and she was really vulgar everywhere. The bus driver was just doing his job for goodness sake. She not only showed him her terrible temper but she even called her friend on the phone and told her about it. Curses everywhere, anything you can think of. Sayings of defaming him by taking his picture and telling her friends how 'horrible' he was. I MEAN COME ON MAN. I thought it was pretty childish (i'm not implying i'm mature, please). But seriously, i thought she was contradicting the law at high end. "He has no authority to ask me to show him my bus card lor!" Uhh, i think they do. It's to check if you paid the correct fare -.- What's more, she pasted her neoprint over her picture ... ... You're not supposed to do that anyway. The student pass is for identification purposes so if you paste a sticker or whatever it is there, doesn't it defeat the purpose through and through? CHAO AH LIAN. (Sorry, i just had to say that) She was throwing curses at the driver loudly with intention that he will be able to listen and be affected. I couldn't stand her.. Seriously. I could have at least benefited a peaceful half an hour sleep if not for her. Accounting lecture yesterday was horrible. PERIOD. I couldn't understand a thing because the afternoon was getting to some people and almost everyone in the lecture theatre was chatting loudly. The lecturer didn't even do anything about it. I had to come home and ask mum about some things too (since she works in the bank, HAHA!) Well, she answered one of my questions then i went to sleep after dinner -.- I was so tired and gosh, like i said above, i felt like crying out of a sudden. It's not something new for me (or some of my friends). Maybe it's just because i'm too tired and all. But oh well, i could only pretend to smile and be alright when i'm outside. Inside, i don't feel good at all and i don't know why. Since i slept early last night, woke up early this morning to finish up my accounting tutorial. FUNNY. I couldn't do it the other day and this morning, i was able to finish it within 10 minutes. Maybe i AM a morning person anyhow -.- Then i rushed to school and was 5 minutes late :( I hope she gave us grace for that 5 minutes :( After class, we went to the food court at ITAS(IT and Applied Sciences school) THE FOOD WAS GOOD! Everything was halal and that's the best part :D I'm so gonna eat the lagsana Nesty had today next week :D And then we went to the Engineering school for our accountings tutorial. We walked the whole stretch and only found out that we passed the stairs we supposed to take after asking a passing lecturer. (This guy actually ignored me while i was asking for directions. Do you know how stupid i felt? -miffed-) THE CORRIDOR WAS SCARY. :X Seriously, if you were there, you would experience the same thing. Half the class was there and we were talking how we could make a really good horror movie there XD And they had these large cameras stuck to the wall (those covered with the round container....) They looked like bugs to me - too much alien movies for me! Stayed behind after tutorial to clear my doubts about the previous lecture and then travelled to the library to return my books and home! Met Darren on the bus! Talked a lot, hahaha. Was talking about our classes and how much i miss 4EA. Yeah, it's definitely different from before. Everyday in school with 4EA, we will laugh and joke non-stop. I miss the humorous atmosphere we have. Ok no, i miss us :P I think i mention about this in almost every post nowadays. It's just so hard to let go and forget the best times of my life ;) OH! And dad asked me if i want the camera again last night :3 This time, i gave him a "See first". HAHAHA. I think i'm going for the photography workshop that they're providing first then maybe i might want the camera. And i'm not going to give the excuse,"I think it's too heavy for me" anymore. Because i think i really want it now :D Even better, if i can find those fish eye lenses, i will go berserk. HAHAHA. I find them so intriguing and fun. I can't wait for our first VC event or something. I wanted to ask about videography, but then i thought again and uhhh, they use these really BIG cameras unlike our handycams in secondary schools. XD NOT for someone my size. I'm going off to eat and then study. There are so much things i didn't revise this week - NOT GOOD. I need to catch up! OH I FORGOT! I MET SHEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! <3 The other day on Passion Arts back at our secondary school, i met her and was telling her how we'd meet in school someday. So i guess today was the day! *HUG. HAHA, was so glad to see her even though we knew each other very briefly. ^^ HAPPY ;) Okay, so i'll go now :P PS: DON'T. Because i'll hate you for life :( Dad (replied),"Don't worry, saviour on the way up." HAHA <3 , osn. previous next |
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