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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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26 September 2010, 1:43 pm
Walking along the streets.. I need to get my mojo back. Haven't been in the best of mood recently. Everything is alright. I feel down for a reason only God and a few people know. I just pray it will get better soon because it's really not the time to feel this way now. 1 week of internship down, 10 more to go. I've been learning and constantly trying my best to grasp everything quickly so i will be of at least some use and not a burden to my colleagues. I miss school though. And my friends. I met up with the 'no secrets' girls after work on Friday. It was such a hugeeeee (and i mean HUGE) relief to meet them and just pour everything out to each other. We all had a very similar first week.. It was good to hear what everyone had to say and encourage each other to do our best and just.. JIAYOU no matter what. It was also the day we got back our results by the way. Upsetting for me ): But i don't have any regrets because i know i tried my best. I'm just not sure why it doesn't go my way most the time... It's not comforting to know why it doesn't also... I'm sorry God but why? Why not me? ): When will my rezeki come? When will i shine? When?... I haven't shed a tear because i know (like i said above) that i tried my best. But i AM upset that my best isn't good enough. And is it too hard for people to accept life as what it is? So yeah.. Here's to hoping the upcoming days will be better. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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