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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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21 April 2010, 10:42 pm
What's next? I gave her the letter last night. I haven't got a reply. But i suppose it's the same; how it took me a couple of days to completely digest, reflect and reply. I'm sure it has strained our relationship badly. But i want to move on, not stay the way we are. Do you know how terrible it is not having proper and complete conversations? So to move on, we need to solve the problem. I just hope even if it's not totally solved, we'd be able to be how we were before. This is so difficult. School today was alright. The lecture theatre at Engine school is so cold in the morning. HuiJean keeps asking why i feel so cold even though i'm wearing 3 layers of clothes. Um. I don't have enough blubber to keep me warm? O: After lecture at 11am, we went for brunch at ITAS with my No Secrets Girls. I had my favourite chicken porridge. Also, it's really nice to have the girls slowly getting comfortable with the addition of HuiJean. I mean, we go for lectures together and so now we lunch together too. We accompanied HJ till 12pm for her Reuters lesson (mine was yesterday... they taught us the same thing as they did before in 2.2!) before we left for our separate ways. Went to check out the VC booth (CCA recruitment drive today till friday) and the juniors did a good job decorating! I really liked the idea of the 'street signs'. Stayed for about an hour before i left to meet Brenice, Cherie and JS at the lab to print out notes. Almost 1,000 pages printed for 7 people. Why doesn't the bookshop print for us anymore? ): Though i'm quite glad that we don't have the binders anymore (so difficult to flip the pages!), it's so troublesome and time-consuming for us to print the lecture notes AND tutorials ourselves. Anyway, hearing almost 3/4 of my friends getting news about their FYP or internship is making me very nervous already. Why aren't my lecturers briefing us about this? At least give us an idea on the process ): I have been worrying about my internship since God-knows-how-long! Tomorrow's another day, and i'll make sure that i will put every day to good use. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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