Visual Central BTB Expedition 2008

I laugh and smile all that i can when i'm not feeling down. Because i never know when such an opportunity will come again. I make it sound like it's hard to be happy but it's really not when i'm surrounded with such awesome people around me. Things get tough but life goes on and the rest of the world doesn't wait for you to get back on your feet. Everyone moves on because they have to.

I would be lying if i said i have moved on. I haven't. It's silly to be harping over the same issue for weeks. But the thing is, i can still do something to change this, change my fate. That's why i'm not moving on yet. Especially when i have this fighting spirit in me.

And trust me, as of right now, i'm blaming him/her for ruining my dreams if things don't work out. It's immature and ridiculous. But i did my very best and i believe i deserve the best. I proved my strengths and perseverance. Now, don't bring me down when i'm this mad and strong. Nothing can break me when i'm in this state. I want to be a strong person. I am a strong person. I want to be like my mother.

PS: With all that said, i shall go and get dressed up to meet my dear cousins for a movie. Break/reward from SIP, whatever you call it. I need it (:
PPS: I dream about my office and my colleagues still... Haha.

, osn.

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