I finished my chemistry tonight and skipped math cos' there's no math tomorrow. MUAHAHAHA. Ok ok. XD Umm.. if anything happens tomorrow, i doubt i can seek help from chris or shamz anymore. My sms count is 200 past the free sms provided. I think i'll have to pay my dad the 200 smses la. Zzz. I just found out i might be quite tight on cash since i bought a book and 2 pens today. I also bought something online so... :( But nevermind. Mum still owes me cash and it's a good idea that she's giving me $20 every month(pay off slowly). At least i won't spend the money unnecessarily. HAHA. Furthermore, i ordered something from Huiwen and hopefully i will get what i want.

Anyhow, tomorrow's going to be another day. I don't know if i want history to repeat but i do hope i don't need to go through it somehow.. Makes me so dizzy and confused with so many questions circling in my head. Funny thing is, i've marked today on my organiser like the previous times too. And i guess i still have to face the music sooner or later. I HAVE TO TRY. I wish Shamz was here so she could help me cope. HAHAHA. Oh ya.. And i should've walked home slowly just now! I saw YJCians at the open field across my estate when i was opening the windows. Wished i could've seen my friends when they passed my block.

Today was pretty good, but very nerve-wrecking for God knows why. But people like to say "tomorrow will be a better day", so i should be happier shouldn't i? Haha.. Anyways, i haven't cried for a record time(applauds). I hope the terrible storm's finally over (: I hope everything will be fine and better than the holidays.

PS: GOOOOD NEWS! My sayang's discharged! <3

PSS: I feel betrayed, hurt. After everything, you've decided to distance yourselves with us? I thought we said we'll stick through everything till the end? Still, whatever floats your boat. Since you're like that, i think all of us rather go a separate direction. (:

, osn.

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